The Billionaire's Daughter [ProfxStud • GxG]

Chapter 31: Choose Me

I never thought that I'd really become like this. At this point, I don't care anymore. I would do anything for her.

I was just hoping that everything that I overthink are all just some voices of my own head.

That she is never what they said about her.

That she meant those things she said and her actions were pure.

...that she want me.

Am I being too paranoid?

But that girl...

And that look on her face when she saw her. It's as if she's the only being that can ever make her have those looks.

Is she...the girl Justin talked to me about?

The look they have on each other...it's suffocating my entire body.

I can't...no.

I'm afraid..

The way she looked at her seems so familiar.

So familiar.

It's how I looked at her whenever I saw her in a distance, always lifting my mood.

Damn it.

"Kain ka na.."

Napalingon ako kay Justin na nakatayu sa harap ng lamesa sa kusina di kalayuan sa pwesto ko sa sala.

I don't have the appetite and energy to do anything. I haven't seen her simula nong nakaraang araw nang umalis ako sa office neto. I also waited for her kagabi but she never showed up.

Wala man ako sa mood ay wala akong magawa kundi kumilos at mag ayus para makapasok sa school. Baka papasok din naman siya mamaya, but why is she not at school yesterday?

I'm worried and in pain at the same time.

Naihatid na din ng kapitbahay namin na may tricycle ang kambal sa eskwelahan nila. Si Nanay naman ay di pa rin makaalis ng hospital pero scheduled na daw ang surgery ni Ate Elise.

I am barely functioning since yesterday, I can't even think straight.

"Busog pa ako."

Nakatitig lang si Justin sa akin na animo'y di na talaga alam ang gagawin. He looked so worried but honestly I feel like I should've listened to him in the first place.

"Malelate na tayu." Sagot neto.

Hindi ko na eto pinansin pa at nakatitig lang ako sa screen ng phone ko.

I've already spammed her with messages but I still haven't heard anything from her. Ayaw ko din naman tawagan because I feel like I'm gonna interrupt something.

Hinatid ako nakaraang araw ni CJ at dinaanan na din namin ang kambal sa school nila. I got home early dahil inexcuse ako ni CJ sa school para lang makalabas doon. I don't know how she found me at the rooftop of the highest school's building looking like a crippled child. I was just actually wanting to breathe fresh air there after I left Miss Sapphira's office but I ended up sitting there at the edge of the railing looking like I'm not in my sane self.

And after din naman niya kaming ihatid ay umuwi din eto mga bandang 7PM kase may urgent na pinapatawag ang dad niya pero siguro tinawagan niya si Justin at sinigurado niya na may kasama kami before siya umalis kaya nandito eto hanggang ngayon. Nauwi lang eto kung may kukunin. Nasa kabilang kanto lang din naman kasi sila hindi kalayuan sa bahay.

"Kumain ka na.." utos muli neto.

Umiling ako. I want to see her.

Maybe, she was just doing something important, right?