Lost

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I don't know how to feel
I'm angry
Worried
Scared
Did I do this right
I've lost you
But maybe it was for the best
You made your choice I suppose
I'm lost
I'm supposed to know what to do
You're lost to me
I think it's for the best
Then I remember the good times
And I'm almost sorry for hurting you
Then the anger returns and I remember
What you chose
I think I did what was best
But if I didn't
I don't know how to fix it
This isn't a
"I'm sorry, let's move on"
Type of thing
I don't know
I thought I'd be there
Always and forever
But then
You did this
Why did you do this
Why did you choose this
We're all lost now
It's so wrong
What you did
But then maybe
Maybe what I did was wrong too
I needed to
I was asked to
I hope you understand
But at the same time
A rift has formed
That will not heal
I can't be sorry
I'm not sorry
I'm not guilty
I'm afraid
Afraid how your actions will affect them
Afraid that my actions ruined it

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