waiting for miracle

I desperately need a bf

I am in my second year . I have lost all the close friends I have had. Me and mini and her boyfriend Cum douchebag Cum adorably sweet Cum theclosestguybestfriendofmine , oh ya his name Ryan , they are the closest to me . As usual I am at her place crying cos I badly miss a guy in my life. The last time I had a bf I was in school . Its been 4years and I am crying like a baby. I have not felt so terrible . Mini has a boyfriend , everybody around me has except me . If I like a guy he shows no interest in me and the guys who like me well I show no interest in them . I feel as if I will die virgin . I wonder at times am I a lesbian ? But no I am not . I never feel that way. Life is getting tOo difficult without someone who can love me and support me . Ryan is in gym and mini is going through her instagram showing me few hot guys so she can set up a date for me. A friend in need is a friend indeed . along with that lecturing me that I have too high demands for any guy to meet . My eyes land on one of the prettiest face I have ever seen in my life.
"Stop stop" . My eyes widen .
,"how come you never told me you have such a hot friend"
"Oh, well amanda"
" oh shut up! Nomore browsing . I want him , that's it !"
"Slow down, he is an actor, he comes on tv"
My face drops immediately. Well ya okay he is out of my league than . I know . Actor and that to so hot . I should stop looking at him . I don't know his name . I don't want to know or else I might google and stalk . I look at mini and tell her I ll never get a guy. We sigh and decide to order some food and stop the hunt . We ain't getting anything out of it . I have rejected every option from college, I have rejected every friend of hers and Ryan's so basically have nobody . Its better to have food than nothing .

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