waiting for miracle

fairytale remains in fairytales

After ruining my one and only chance without any regret, I cried myself to sleep. I had to do something to stop it . So I decided to visit a cousin of mine . It took 5 hours of driving to reach there but I know it was going to be worth. We met , had lunch, and now as we had nothing to do we planned to shop. Did I ever tell you I love wearing boys Tshirt? We were in the men's section when my eyes landed on a checked shirt, I loved it and well this stupid cousin of mine who always wears baggy clothes has to try this . Somehow I convinced him and pushed him in one of the cubicle. He wasn't going to come any time soon, he had to do more than 10 changes so I went ahead and picked few oversized Tshirts for myself. They make the best outfit to wear at home . I went in another cubicle and started to try out clothes . I heard my cousins callertune so I thought I should go ahead and give him a surprise . The Tshirt I was wearing was super sexy if a guy wore it , I was looking cute , it had white and red strips on it . I knocked his cubicle there wasn't any response so I knocked it until he opened it , caught my hand and pushed me inside . Whoaa! What the fuck! Am I hallucinating? My eyes popped out of their sockets.
"What the hell are you doing here?"
" you were the one knocking at my cubicle"
" I thought you were my cousin"
My eyes travelled through his naked chest and I closed them shut. Its not like I dint notice it before , but I had seen him shirtless plenty of time on tv but to stand in front of him at such a tiny place , I really was shy And embarrassed!
"Whoaa! Okay . Let me put on a shirt."
After few seconds
"I am done . Open your eyes "
"Well, ummm...I am sorry"
" is this your habit to barge in men's changing rooms"
"No I told you I was looking for my cousin"
"Oh really!so where is he ?"
Ummm...
"Amanda , are you in their? "
Oh shit !he is here ! If my dear cousin Dylan saw me like this , I don't know what he will think, he knows how much I was crazy for this guy right in front of me !My so called crush was about to say something so to shut him up I kept my right hand on his mouth. It was in reflux but there was a current of electricity running through my body. He was looking at me amazed .
After few minutes staying in silent when I finally heard footsteps going , I removed my hands .
"Listen you go out first ...I will leave after you "
And giving me a quick glance . He left . There was no reply . This guy could have Atleast replied . Anyways I had to go find my cousin now so I left but I bought the Tshirt I was wearing coz apparently my star crush bought the similar one for himself .