waiting for miracle

self control

Today is one of the days when I at minis place and well she is having visitors. She has hell lot of friends. She has been constantly talking about a guy she recently became friends with. I met him once for few minutes when he was outside my college . I tried my best to maintain the Idontgiveafuckhoweverhotyouare attitude when I met him. I was few meters ahead when mini called me excitedly to introduce her new brotherfromanothermother. Cassy was beside him. She is one of that blonde beauty you always hear of. She is gorgeous. She has brains. Overall a package. I saw their pics on instagram so I was aware they are friends. At times I get slightly jealous of mini, her ability to make friends so easily, gel up and not judge people by the way they look. Whereas I am totally different when it comes to making friends. Anyways now that I have thought of living better why not stop being stupid judgemental prick and extend my hand to start new friendship. I went ahead walking confidently. Jordan was tall, he was cute, handsome, he had dimples, he was wearing glares but I knew his eyes were glued on me . I am quite good at reading people's body language. I knew he must have heard a lot about me but never have expected that I was so different to look at. Mini introduced us and we shool hands. Just to mock me mini said he is my brother and he is single. I wanted to hide myself because she was wiggling her eyebrows and I was getting embarrassed. This is what friends are for right. Here I was maintaining my composure trying to avoid how hot he was and she was ruining it all but I had the perfect reply .
"Mini , how come all the guys in the world are your brothers?"
Well this had shut her up, Jordan and Casey had to leave ,so mini went till their car to drop them. They were clicking selfies, oh god , seriously I need to get some air. I somehow managed to get a bit away and bought few bubblegums for us. Well that was the first time . Today was second . The visitors were Jordan, Casey and Smith. Smith was our junior and really a cutiepie. Honestly I was a bit nervous. I finally told mini that I find her newfoundbro Hot . She told me Casey and Jordan are dating . Well That was a relief. I never come between lovebirds. Never ever. Its my rule . The nervousness disappeared.
After a while when every one was together , I went in kitchen to make some pancakes for eveyone to eat, I came back to check my cellphone when I saw Casey and Jordan looking into each other's eyes holding hands, I could only think of him, I could only think of my star crush when I saw them, I don't know how , why, but I wanted to share this with him, to look into his deep light brown eyes, to hold his hands, feel him , to tell him how much I like him. I was snapped out of my trance when I was caught looking at them, Jordan was smirking and mini poking my rib.
"What mini?"
"Its not a movie, they are there for real"
"Oh, I am sorry"
Jordan found the perfect moment to open his.mouth
" carry on amy, if you want more action we are totally ready to show"
I rolled my eyes , seriously, what the hell was I doing?
" no thanks, I am bringing pancakes"
With that I ran towards kitchen.
Stupid awkward silly me !