All the stars above, yet I still couldn't look away from you're starry eyed gaze.
It was summer in South Park. I met this boy at the bridge I used to go to back when I was younger. Something about him felt like home; a promise and an oath I have kep...
"Cancelled plans; back when I was living for the hope of it all." - August by Taylor swift (Folklore, 2020)
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A few vibrations from my phone made me got up a few hours after I slept tightly on my bedroom. Ruby was finally out of my room and I'm guessing she's probably downstairs watching movies and cooking something with her neighborhood friends; for I could hear a bit of laughter downstairs as a loud sound of the movie comes blaring and a lingering of sweet scent of baked goods has found itself way upstairs and danced through my nose.
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The first ever thing I did on the morning was check my phone to see some messages from Tweek; In case he sent a few. The radiation light of the phone shined brightly on my eye. - the first light I see on my today's day. It radiated a few red bumps, which indicated that someone has texted me.
A sudden flush of euphoria made me got up to read it clearly.
No it can't be.
👥Unknown contact 139381512
"Hey.." sent at 10:41AM "I know it's been awhile. I just came to check up on you." sent at 10:41AM
"Who's this?" sent at 10:45AM
I know who it is.
"look, Craig, I really missed you a lot lately, I couldn't help it I think I'm still in love with you.." sent at 10:50AM
"I thought I blocked you already." sent at 10:52AM
I blocked the number immediately; faster than the speed of light. Leaving no time for him to respond.
I pinched the bridge of my nose leading me to a sigh; and all of a sudden, it feels like october and I'm helding someone else's willow hands that felt perfectly fitting to mine. I closed my eyes, leaving an old sealed void scrapping and sucking the life out of me again.
I threw my phone on the other side of the bed and went back to lay my head down again. All that enthusiasm for what? How stupid. I drowned myself with the sheets as I bury myself on my bed.
Then a few knocks went and chimed in. Tiny knocks that made me feel assured and curious; knocks that are familiar to me. Which also rocked the shit out of my mood. - I opened the door and saw my sister Ruby standing in front of my door, smiling.
"Good morning my one and only princess!" I laughed monotonely; sounding really sleepy.
"Stop calling me that. I'm almost like..13!" She annoyingly said with a frown. Which made me laugh as she gleams me her annoyingly pissed off face. "Still my princess" I teased more which made her role her eyes and shoved her middle finger upon me.
