chapter 22| Lost it

2.7K 113 19
                                    

Y/n pov

I woke up on the floor sitting down not having recollection of what had happened. "Uhhh" i groaned quietly feeling my pounding head

"Glad you're awake, now go on take a shower and lets get this day going" my manager says towering over me

"W-Where are we going?" I asked standing up still holding my head

"Of course you forgot, you have an event for the kindergarten Montessori and I'm pretty much sure parents won't be pleased if the speaker smells like vodka. So go on get yourself ready. Use some ice on your eyes so it could calm down the swelling" she sighs going to the living area sitting down

I went upstairs taking a quick shower and just drowned myself in perfume coz the smell won't go away even if i already scrubbed trice

She drove our way to the kindergarten but we're too early.. it's still the kid's lunch and play time so we decided to have a little smoke break

"Thanks" i huffed blowing the smoke of the cigarettes she gave me

"You need to stop your thing with Scarlett" she mumbled

"I already did"

"Good... I overheard her an agent from her agency.. they've been using you for her to gain her fame again" she stated and i just looked out to the window feeling myself getting emotional again

" Isn't that what y'all do? " I asked

"What do you mean by that?"

"y'all are just with me to gain money and fame...when i lose all of this... I'm most certain I'll lose you too" i looked at her while she's just staring at me holding her cigarette

" Partially.. yes...but you've been like a daughter to me"

"why would a mother give her daughter a cigarette? "

" Ok...bad influence step mother"

" That's more like it" i smiled earning her eye roll while she chuckles

As soon as i finished the stick she was offering me some more but i refused. I even quickly sprayed a breathe freshener. I like smoking but I'm not a fan of the smell

I looked over the window seeing these kids towering over a someone..one of them moved away a little making me widen my eyes seeing it was rose on the ground

I quickly got out of the car running towards their direction "y/n!! Wait!!!" Vic tried.

"Leave her alone.." i mumbled now towering over these kids

They all looked up to me looking scared before running away. I leaned down helping rose to stand up "are you ok?? Do you have any wound?? Scratch?? Anything???" I worriedly asked trying to look at her back but she suddenly pushed me away harshly

"don't touch me..." She mumbled clenching her jaw

"Rose..." I tried holding her hand

"I SAID DON'T TOUCH ME!!" she shouted

"I hate you.." she added sniffing looking at me directly in the eyes as my glare soften feeling my heart dropped

"i-i... im.. im...---"

"You abandoned us...Just leave us alone.. stop hurting my mommy" she firmly says trying to look strong tears running down her cheeks before walking away leaving me stunned on my position

I quickly wiped my eyes not letting mine fall as i stood up Dusting off the dirt on my pants "are you ok?" Vic asks behind me

"T-That...that hurt.. a lot" i mumbled looking back at her with a heavy heart

"Do you still wanna do the speech?" She asks looking concerned

"She hates me..." I mumbled to myself still not processing it

"Y/n.."

"S-she was crying because of me..."

"Y/N"

"i.. hurt her"

"OK STOP THAT"

"i-i.. abandoned them.. "

" Y/N!! " she suddenly slapped me making me look at her frowning my brows

I suddenly snapped while she looked so scared.."stop that... Lets just go home" she nodded with a sigh pulling me inside the car driving as fast as she can while her chest rises up and down also in a very fast rate

I looked back at the road seeing this man just standing in front "STOP!! LOOK OUT!!" I shouted warning as she immediately pushed the breaks both of us almost hitting our heads

"WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM??!!??" She asks pissed off

"There was an old man!! Didn't you fucking see???"

"The road is empty, y/n" she breathes out

" No... I saw it.. there was a man"

" Lets go out" she stated earning my nod.

We got out of the car looking everywhere but no one was there. I even looked under but it was nothing. As soon as i looked back in front the man was back and he's just laughing walking towards me

"Vic..." I huffed scared for my life

"Hey.. you ok?"

"VIC LETS GO!!!" I PANICKED TRYING TO OPEN THE DOOR

"Y/n! Calm down!"

"GO AWAY!!PLEASE! PLEASE! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! " i dropped on the ground covering my ears as he keeps on whispering in my ears some latin words

" Y/n??? Hey... Look at me!! " Vic says trying to shake me but the man just keeps on laughing sticking his face on my side

" PLEASE! JUST GO! PLEASE!" i sobbed hugging my knees

The screaming suddenly stopped and as i glare back vic was just cupping my face with mixed expressions "what's happening??" She asks but her face suddenly transformed into the screaming man making me pushed her on the ground

My heart started skipping a beat my vision getting blurry and dark while everything is just Spinning around while the laugher and screams just got louder and louder

__________

I woke up can't move any part of my body.. it appears I'm tied in some sort of hospital bed.. "v-vic?" I narrowed my eyes seeing her sleeping on the chair

"VIC! W-WHAT'S HAPPENING???!!" I tried getting these straps off of my hands and feet

"calm down...you were hurting yourself and that's why you're there.. now calm down..." She says pressing some sort of a button and suddenly doctors and nurses came in the room holding some sort of injections

" GET OFF OF ME!!! " i clenched my jaw as i struggle while i suddenly felt really tired and sleepy

SPOTLIGHT Where stories live. Discover now