Y/n pov
"Hmm? Yeah uhh....i didn't necessarily quit acting... the money is good yknow" i playfully says while Scarlet and i had a little walk in the park.
We decided to meet again the next day after our little socializing at the cafe yesterday.
"I wanna apologize about you stepping up to pay for our meal yesterday...uhm.. I don't know if i should open up but just so you know.. i just want my sister to not get shocked by the switch of our lifestyle" she mumbled staring at agnes running around
"You can tell me anything... Not that i have friends to share it with" i sarcastically says as she looked down laughing
We ended up sitting under this large tree as she actually started opening up "uhm..we were from Italy..we moved here because my mom was also getting treated for her mental health.. we've been here for a couple of years now and..our parent's business just goes down...now we have little to nothing money" she sighs still staring at her sister
"And your sister doesn't know anything about that?"
"We don't wanna tell her...we can't just take away her lifestyle like that" she forced a chuckle
We both stayed quiet and i have this idea on my mind... But i don't think it's right and she would be ok for it
" Hmm.. tell me about Scarlett... If you just don't mind.. I'm a huge fan of you both" she excitedly says
" Well.. uhm.. it was just a very short time but i loved every second and millisecond of being with her or just simply being around her.. yknow?" I pouted with a sigh
" Why did you came here then? Without her"
"because it's the best for the both of us... I've been pushing for us to work and i think it's time to accept my faith and let her have her peace.. not that I'm tired of pursuing her but what is there to pursue if she already said no from the start?"
"maybe she's just a lesson..yknow like making mistakes.. you got hurt on this one and you wouldn't do the exact same thing again because you know what's the outcome" she tried
I stared at her being completely lost because it felt like I'm talking to myself at some point..we tend to always make a lesson and wisdom out of everything... I think it's a coping skill
" Stop looking at me like that, i might Melt" she giggled snapping me out of my thoughts also making me laugh "im sorry" i shaked my head also just looked away
"It's nice having someone to talk to" she smiled at me
"Hmm..." I hummed in agreement my social battery casually running out of energy
After few more hours of talking and walk around the park we decided to go home already since it's already getting dark.
As soon as i got home i immediately ate dinner before taking my meds and goes straight to the shower before finally sleeping..
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It's the next day and I'm planning on just staying inside the house..i have been using my social battery for 2 days straight and i need to charge.
It's already 3pm but.. its the perfect time to wake up if you're as lazy as me. I decided to take a quick shower first thing just because my ac automatically turned off last night and i was just really sweaty when i woke up
"So bye-bye, Miss American Pie, Drove my Chevy to the levee But the levee was dry.... UHHH I DON'T JUST MISS THE ACTRESS... NOW I NEED THE CHARACTER BACK" I shook my head rinsing the soap on my body
As i plugged in the blow dryer my thoughts just started flying around again" damn... Come to think of it.. i actually dated Scarlett Johansson..maybe i can't have all my dreams come true..bro really said i gave you a successful acting career now shut the fuck up and face the consequences of having fame" i sighs referring about that the universe
Not down there... that's a false rumor, my soul is too expensive to get bought
"It's 7am now in newyork...hmmm i wonder what's rose is doing for school.. i remember her telling me today is her first time reading a whole book in front of the class.. i hope she does it well" i mumbled underneath my breath getting ready to brush my teeth
"Wish she facetime me soon" i sighs
After brushing my teeth i got downstairs planning on cooking some pasta for myself when my phone suddenly notified "goodmorning, it's Scarlet..i hope you have a good day ahead" i read it out loud just to see it was sent at 6am
"I mean.. the day is already ending but sure... Thanks" i typed it out but only the thankyou part, Im not proud of my laziness
The day continued as i played on some songs on my speaker finishing cooking and eating before talking some meds and go do some cleaning around the house
"Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind..I wanna get off, but I keep riding the ride.." i sang along wiping every dirt i see now developing ocd after schizophrenia
I ended up cleaning the entire house.. even my closet and the library. I cleaned everything, every corner and every crevices to the point that i finished at 12 in the midnight...
I did my usual eat, meds, shower, and sleep routine...
_________ the next day
I woke up from someone torturing my doorbell.. i brushed my teeth really quick before going downstairs fetching whoever it is
"Goodmorning" scarlet greeted me holding some sort of Plastic
"Hey.." i smiled at her
"I uhm.. bake something and thought I'd give you some asa thankyou for being kind to me and Agnes... it's my own loaf recipe and my own strawberry jam recipe" she smiled back
" Oh... Ok... Thanks" i nodded at her
She awkwardly says bye riding on her bicycle while i go back inside just putting the bread on the island
" What's with people and strawberries?" I shaked my head before hearing another doorbell
I got confused first but spotted a notebook at the plastic.." she must have forget to remove it when she gave me these" i chuckled going outside again holding the notebook
" Hey...." The Scarlett that has 2 t's on her name suddenly is in front of me looking at my eyes nervously
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SPOTLIGHT
FanficNew book cover y/n y/l/n a.k.a. the new Scarlett Johansson. There's a new actress that is in Scarlett's eyes she stole her spot. she's the new highest paid actress, the new producer's favorite and the new spotlight. Soon, They'll need to work on a f...
