Breaking The Walls

Chapter 23

A secret of happiness is letting every situation be what it is,

Instead of what of you think it should be, and then making the best of it.

Daniel/North

When I got home, the lights in all the rooms were turned off. To be honest, I was hoping to catch Indigo in the living room, so I could talk to her. But unfortunately, she was already asleep. I took out a cigarette and lit it right in the house, today was too difficult and stressful. I didn't usually smoke a lot, but when it comes to a girl who sleeps in one of my rooms, everything becomes too complicated that even one pack of cigarettes couldn't calm my nerves. After I smoked three cigarettes, I went to my office leaving the purchase and sale documents to show them to my lawyer. It seemed pointless to go to bed when the whole night had already passed, so I decided to get to work. In my life, as well as at work, there was a complete mess. I ran my thumb over my lower lip, swallowing hard. To be honest, I didn't want to do all this, I wasn't ready for the consequences of our actions with Atlas and Alistair. Besides, we still had to deal with the legacy of our fathers, I was not talking about money now, it was about their decision to dominate the weak, it was about their desire to destroy this world and create their own, in which they would be revered and loved. A world in which their sadistic favorite things would be hidden in plain sight. I was thinking of giving up everything, stealing Indigo, and going far away, where only she and I would be, without obligations to other people. But it was impossible for both of us.

By five in the morning, I had done half the work that we were supposed to do with Indigo together. I guessed we wouldn't make a good team right now. Not that I blamed her, I understood that I screwed up, but besides the fact that I know where I screwed up, there were things that I didn't know. When I bought a house for Indigo, I knew perfectly well that my choice favored her. There was nothing I did not do for this girl. I wanted to spend eternity hugging her and enjoying her silky skin, sharp looks, and complete submission of her body and soul. I didn't want to break her heart anymore, I wanted to get it and keep it close to me, save every part of her heart, and take care that no one dared to hurt her. I went up to my room and changed into my home clothes, and I thought about going to bed after all, but the cold, lonely bed did not make me want to go there. Therefore, without hesitation, I went to Indigo's room. She was lying on her right side, hugging the blanket, her long T-shirt pulled up, exposing her lush, beautiful thighs between which I wanted to get lost. Out of nowhere, I tasted her on my tongue. Our night together would haunt me for a long time. I laid down on my left side, so I could watch Indigo sleep. Her lips parted a little when I moved on the bed making a noise. The long eyelashes moved a little, like butterfly wings. Her brows furrowed slightly in recognition of my presence in her room. I could enjoy this view forever. It was the ideal picture for me to fall asleep with. The darkness covered me, calling for nightmares, but I knew that next to my beauty, I was not afraid of any nightmares. She was an angel protecting me from my past. She smashed my walls, exposing me naked in front of a crowd. Moreover, I didn't mind as long as she was happy.

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"What are you doing here?" I heard the sleepy melodious voice of the girl who was lying opposite me. I smiled a little when I saw her disheveled and dissatisfied. The desire to bury my nose in her neck and hug her tightly, holding her close and inhaling her sweet smell immediately surfaced in my mind. My dick was hard, and even though I tried to hide it, it was difficult. I didn't want Indigo to misunderstand me, given that we had a lot to discuss.

"I can't sleep in my bed, so I came to you," I mumbled more than I spoke clearly and clearly. I ran my right hand over my face as if brushing off sleeplessness. I had no idea what time it was, and I didn't want to know.

"That doesn't mean you can just come here and lie with me." Indigo, was about to get out of bed when I grabbed her, pulled her to me, and hugged her tightly. I wasn't ready to let her go and lose this moment of intimacy with her.