If I could just
Find a way
To Disappear
To not exist
Without causing
Suffering
I won't die
Outta sight
Outta mind
Sitting in limbo
Organizing myself
While I'm there
If I could watch
Those who know me
How do they live
How they act
Having forgotten
That I was there
Because I never was
But was
Because I never had
But did
If you all were happier
Not knowing about me
Not knowing me
Then maybe I'd stay there
Watch on in silence
As the ones I love
Are blissfully unaware
That I was ever there
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A Mental Trip
PoetryThe poems of a depressed nonbinary POC throughout high school, into college, and through first loves and toxic relationships. Hopefully, this shows people that they are not alone in their pain and that there can be something better on the other si...
