Tw: negative self talk
Buck pov
She shouldn't be worrying about me i should be worrying about her.
Im still laying in my bed with my headphones in.
I stopped crying a while ago.
I haven't moved since i got home from work.
I can't move.
Im so tired.
Tired of pretending to be ok.
Tired of everyone being worried about me.
Tired of bottling my emotions until i can't anymore and then lashing out at the people who mean the most to me.
Im so tired of it all.
I have been acting so childish recently.
Getting overly upset over small and petty things.
Im so tired of everyone
I bet everyone is tired of me too
Why cant i just get over myself.
Bobby is right its not always about me and i need to learn that
None of my other co-workers are getting in fights with bobby or eachother for that matter.
Why do i need to be different.
I get up out of bed and immediately fall back again.
"Too fast." I whisper to myself.
Thanks for reading I know its quite a bit shorter but oh well
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