Jang Wonyoung Feeling Free

Chapter Twenty Eight With All My Heart Unconditionally

It had been an hour since wonyoung decided to confess. And she didn't know what to do was she supposed to text him or meet up and what if he didn't like her back she was nervous and worried.

She loved Jihoon as a friend and as much more but with telling him this there was a good chance that she would lose there friendship and she didn't know if she could take that.

So she just sat at the edge of her bed staring at her plain walls listening to the birds outside her window having no idea what she was going to do.

*Time Skip

It was a few hours later and wonyoung was at starship meeting with her manager to plan schedules. She had fallen asleep with all her thinking this morning so now it was five thirty PM and she still hadn't made a decision.

Wonyoung walked into the confrence room and plopped into a chair waiting for her manager who came in a few minutes later and to her suprise Jihoon was right behind him.

Now that she new her feelings it was hard to ignore the excitement and butterflies she felt when they made eye contact today though instead of looking away like he always did he kept eye contact looking a little tired.

Wonyoung pouted worried he usually wasn't like this something must have happened. "Hi, Jihoon" Wonyoung called to him flashing a bright smile he tried to hide his cute smirk as he sat down be side her but failed miserably. Wonyoung's manager sat infront of them.

"So I called you both here because we want you guys to mc again for a station" Wonyoung eyebrows shot up in suprise "Really, Why so sudden we just finished Kbs" Wonyoung asked "The students and fans loved your duo and its starship family, you guys are visually pleasing but also pair well together" Her manager informed them Jihoon nodded along beside her.

"Now, I know you just debuted jihoon and that your schedules are packed Wonyoung but this could be really good for both you, your groups and starship as a whole" her manager finnished.

Wonyoung turned to Jihoon "I'm ok with being mc but only If you are" Wonyoung told him patting his hand lightly a smile dancing across her lips she ignored the looks she was getting from her manager.

Jihoon turned to her looking directly in her eyes his eyes drifted to his hand then entwined his finger with wonyoungs. A lightning bolt felt like it shot up her arm, Butterflies erupted in her stomach while her heart felt like it was going to explode.

Her manager stepped out of the room for an second suddenly busy with a call and she dreamily stared at Jihoon admiring him for all that he was the love of her life.

A look of realization crossed his face and he averted his eyes away pulling his hand back. Wonyoung crinkled her eye brows but didn't defy his actions.

"I'm not sure I can do this" Jihoon mumbled looking at his feet "D-do what" Wonyoung stuttered the room had grown very quiet "The Mc thing, it's a lot for me" Jihoon whispered but wonyoung felt he was talking about somthing else. Wonyoung sniffled and Jihoon jerked his head up Sadness and regret covered his face.

"I'm sorry" Jihoon set his hand on her knee rubbing it softly as a few tears dropped down her cheeks. "Um, it's cool really, It's your decision" Wonyoung choked out trying not to bawl right now.

"I have to go" Jihoon pulled her into a hug and wonyoung buried her face in his neck breathing in the comforting smell of his clothes. After a good minute Jihoon broke the hug apart standing up and left. Wonyoung felt the tears streaming now.

She knew he probably didn't feel the same way she did when she had decided to confess this morning but some thing deep down inside of her told her he felt the same so what had changed?

The late night meals and text. Always hanging out and caring for eachother not to mention the hugs and cuddling while watching movies but maybe she read the whole situation wrong and Jihoon was just a cute, kind boy who naturally treated people like this. He even rejected her in a sweet way.

"Sorry about that" Her manager reentered the room apologizing "Its ok" Wonyoung assured him "so we decided not to take the job" Wonyoung told him wiping her face with a tissue.

"Yeah, he told me" Her manager informed her and wonyoung just nodded along "I'm surprised honestly" Her manager began packing his things "Why?" Wonyoung questioned "well, you two clearly are smitten with eachother I thought he would take this in a heart beat there was just some definite tension in here, I'm just a little surprised that's all" Her manager shrugged.

"I have a meeting, but get home safe goodbye wonyoung" He called over his shoulder and wonyoung muster up a tiny smile before collapsing her head on the table so somthing had changed but what?

Wonyoung was done pondering and thinking all the time she got up from the chair and flew out of the room. She ran down the halls dodging people as she went she ran through the lobby and outside the doors.

Wonyoung needed answers she was ok if he truly didn't like her but it was so clear he had she thought maybe she had thought it up but her manager, Gaeul they clearly care for eachother but why was he changing his mind now she needed to know.

Wonyoung pumped her arms begging herself to go faster. She ran and ran until she finally found him. Jihoon stood at the bus stop hands in his pockets and zoned out looking into the woods across the streets. Rain began to fall but neither moved to avoid it "Jihoon!" Wonyoung called out to him she quickly grabbed his attention.

"Wonyoung?" He questioned squinting as if he was tying to figure out if he was hallucinating or if she was really there. Jihoon walked from under the bus stop getting drenched instantly from the pouring rain.

"Why did you change your mind?" Wonyoung asked "I just think I'm too busy right now, an mc job would be too much" he looked confused and wonyoung wanted to knock on his head he was a little dense.

"I don't care about the mc job Jihoon, I care about us why did you change your mind" She called to him again as rain poured down her face "I-I" Jihoon didn't finish "I'm in love with you Jihoon" Wonyoung revealed shock covered his face.

" I tried to deny it at first, but I'm always thinking about you and miss you all the time. I thought I was just sad because of Jae hyun or maybe I was lonely but last night He came to my house and he kissed me but all I could think about is you" Wonyoung shouted out then paused the rain trying to get into her mouth and then Began again.

"All I would think about was how I wished it was you kissing me, and how I regretted not kissing you a long time ago" Wonyoung sniffled looking up at him he looked touched, shocked and confused wonyoung didn't know how to react "I love you Jihoon and I'm sorry I didn't say it sooner" she stood there in the rain for a moment looking out at him she wasn't sure how he would react.

Jihoon began sprinting towards her grabbing her by the waist he pulled her into his arms. Wonyoung wrapped her legs around him and hugged him back so tight she felt like she could never let go looking up at her he cupped her face and pulled her into a beautiful and perfect kiss just like him. It was soft and sweet but she felt needy like she had waited her whole life for this.

Her hands tangle in his hair and rain drenched them but neither of them cared. Jihoon was the first to pull away, she felt his chest heaving up and down out of breath "I loved you since I first saw you, from your laugh and your cute clumsiness to your hard work I love everything about you" Wonyoung felt tears of happiness fall down her face and with his thumb he wiped them away.

"Your this amazing person that I was so lucky to find in life and I couldn't loose that so I hide my feelings" Jihoon revealed setting wonyoung back down and grabbing her hand he pulled her under the bus stop so they wouldn't be poured on.

"But what about the job and leaving if you felt that way why did you leave" Wonyoung looked up at him and he shrugged tucking a stand of hair out of her face and behind her ear "Jae Hyun contacted me yesterday and then stole my phone I saw you guys kissing on the bench and assumed you had resumed your relationship" Jihoon finally admitted.

Wonyoung shook her head pulling him into a hug again burying her face into his neck she whispered "I love you and only you with all my heart" "I love you unconditionally" he whisper back and pulled her in for another kiss.