Jang Wonyoung Feeling Free

Chapter Twenty Seven Short Lived

Wonyoung ran down the steps to her building to meet Jihoon.

Wonyoung felt clammy and worried about why Jihoon had wanted to meet so late it was past midnight and didn't seem like him. she feared something happend at work or maybe he was hurt and regretted leaving early today he was her close friend she should be looking out for him more.

But as wonyoung reached her gate she noticed Jihoon looked much different his body looked less tall and lanky and more muscular then she noticed the curly hair peaking out from under the hat and that familiar slouched lazy stance it was Jae hyun.

Confused wonyoung quickly hid behind a Bush. It seemed like she was always hiding from Jae hyun, she pulled up her messages and read the name over and over it said Jihoon so why was Jae hyun outside to meet her?

Getting no Awnsers from just her thoughts wonyoung stepped out from the shadows "What are you doing here, where's jihoon" Wonyoung questioned coldly she could tell by the look on his eyes this wasn't the reaction he expected but what did he expect from her it had been two months almost three since they last spoke and it ended on a rough and bad note was she supposed to fake friendliness? After how he acted wonyoung thought he deserved nothing.

Jae Hyun Awkwardly cleared his throat "Are you going to step outside or..." He trailed off "Why" Wonyoung questioned "So we can talk" Jae hyun stepped closer and wonyoung instinctively took a step back "Jae hyun it's been months, I thought we would never speak again" "That's why I'm here, so we can talk" Jae hyun sighed.

"No, I'm not saying we should talk Jae hyun we don't need too you made your feelings very clear and I thought deleting your number made mine very clear" Wonyoung Crossed her arms "why come here after all this time".

"Please, I don't want to speak behind these bars" Jae hyun tried to smile but it came off as a grimace as if she slapped him or something. With a drawn out sigh wonyoung opened the gate it wasn't like he was a stranger or murderer he was Jae hyun. As wonyoung walked around the gate her silk pants got caught on the rusty metal and sent wonyoung flying into Jae hyuns arms.

His large hands grabbed her small waist and steadied her. Shocked wonyoung looked up at Jae Hyun for the first time in so long it didn't help the butterflies in her stomach that he looked as beautiful as ever he look rested and refreshed a healthy summer tan on his clear skin hair messy and body even more fit.

Wonyoung breath caught in her throat she should be thinking about how hot he looked and how his kisses felt and want to reach out and press her lips against his but instead Jihoon was the thought that crossed her mind.

The day he caught and walked her home replaying through her mind the familiar butterflies flapped in her stomach and wonyoung stood up leaving Jae hyuns arms flustered and a bit confused.

Suddenly Jae hyun tucked some hair out of her face and leaned in planting his lips on hers. They were smooth and tasted as good as she remembered he kissed good like always but Wonyoung didn't feel the spark like she usually did when she kissed Jae hyun that feeling as if all her nerves were being touched was missing.

"Oh your so perfect Wonyoung, I missed you so much" Jae hyun mumbled pulling away from the kiss and leaving a trail of soft kisses from her chin to collarbone then up to her mouth again. Wonyoung tried to kiss back to feel something even when he pulled her onto his lap sitting at a bench outside the building but she felt nothing she didn't love Jae hyun and maybe she never did.

He was a good first boyfriend and first love someone to think back on in the future and say it was a fun time and it felt amazing a perfect first love but I'm glad i found the love of my life Jae hyun just felt so highschool he or they weren't meant to last.

A twig snapped a few inches away and wonyoung broke from the kiss whirling her head left and right to see it anyone was watching but the streets were deserted it was almost eerie how alone they were.

"You want to go somewhere" Jae hyun whispered nibbling her ear and wonyoung nodded getting off his lap "yeah, Just not for the reasons your thinking" Wonyoung grabbed his hand interlacing it with hers for the last time of her life.

*Time skip the next day

Wonyoung groaned in bed as the sun blinded her the next morning. She had a massive headache from the lack of sleep last night.

She and jae hyun had stayed out till 3 am talking but there relationship it hurt him clearly but wonyoung couldn't lead him on when he saw a future and she didn't. It was hard of course because there was a time she had loved him and he will always hold a special place in her heart but she couldn't imagine being with him ever again.

It had been so long since wonyoung knew what she wanted in the beginning of the year she wanted a break from work and then she wanted a boyfriend and then she wanted Jae hyun but she had all that and non of that made her happy. Her wants had been sloppy and short lived when she had those wants she assumed that what was missing in her life but non of them ever filled that hole.

Until she met Jihoon. He was handsome sure and the beginning of the summer wonyoung would have liked him just solely because of that but he made her laugh so hard like no one before and when he was gone she wished he was there to share things with him.

She felt funny, cute, pretty and amazing around him wonyoung never worried she would say the wrong thing around Jihoon because he just understand she didn't have to explain her thoughts or actions because he was just right there along for the ride she didn't feel like she was constantly watched or judged she felt free.