Freedom. Felix

Past

Kai waking up to her phone going off, getting up to answer it. "Hello" she answered. "Hey Kai it's lee know" her eyes widened did she sleep in? "I'm so sorry I'll be there-" before she could finish she heard a laugh. "No it's not that, I'm giving you the day off you've been working a lot. Take the day off relax go have fun, you always seem to be working" sighing she replied. "It's ok I can come in" lee know now sighing. "No take the day off and that's an order" Kai giving up on arguing. "Ok I will thank you" as she said that she hung up. Getting dressed and walking downstairs she sees her brother. "Jongho? What are you doing here?" He turns around looking at her. "Good morning sis, I have some news" she looked at him all weird. He never says good morning to her, he always just nods and walks away. "Ok? What's the news?" She said sitting down. "I have to move in with Hongjoong hyung" she now annoyed said. "Ok not like you don't already" jongho sighing. "I know but I just wanted to tell you, you can call me for anything ok. I love you and please take care of yourself" she rolled her eyes. "Whatever I will go ahead and go since you seem to be in a hurry" she said pushing him out the door, not wanting to see his face anymore.
She tired of all the I'll be home soon and they never come back. Sighing she decided to go to the Han river and eat there. Getting everything ready she puts her music on walking to the river. Looking at the river. "You have always been there for me you never leave" sighing she sits down taking out her sketch book and starts drawing. Mid drawing she starts to cry thinking about her past. Why did it all have to be hard on her, why couldn't she be free, why did she always have to be the one trapped. Snapping out of her thoughts she looked at the river one more time, knowing that she was going to breakdown. Now crying harder then before she puts all her stuff away and puts on her one song that she knows she can cry to. "Why does it have to be me? Why can't it be anyone else?" She sat there for hours listening to her music while crying. Not realizing the time she felt alone afraid worried mostly trapped. Feeling rain falling she decided to go home knowing that she has nothing to do there.
Walking home she stops crying and walks in the house. Sighing she went to take a shower and freshen up before she makes food for her to eat. After her shower she makes some food sitting in the living room turning on the tv, finding something to watch while she eats. After the movie she gets a call from her dad. "Hello dad, what's up?" Her dad sighing. "They are making me stay later I'm sorry hun" she rolls her eyes, her brother and now her dad. "That's ok I'm fine" she said trying to sound fine. "Ok, I'm sorry but I have to go now they want me back, again I'm sorry and I love you." After that he hung up. Sighing she got up cleaned her dishes and went to her room. She thought about going to sleep early but decided to draw again. After hours and hours of drawing she finally decided to go to sleep. The clock reading 8:00. Laying there for a while she finally feels sleeping taking over. "I wish I could be free again" she said before sleep fully took over.
Waking up to her alarm she gets up and does her morning routine getting ready for work. Walking to work early she clocks in and does the normal routine. A couple hours into her shift she gets a call from lee know. "Hello lee know do you need something?" Hearing him groan. "Yes and no I hate to keep asking" before he could finish. "I got it, to make it easier just make it to where I open and close ok? I don't have anything to do anyway" she said sighing. "I know but you should be going out having fun drinking making friends" he said sighing. "Please lee know we both know I don't like that stuff it's ok" she said actually kinda liking the fact she will be busy all day. Sure she hated the job, but it gave her something to do. "Ok ok if you say so thank you so much Kai" he said hanging up. She got up looking around making sure everything is in order, she sat back down and looked outside to see the one the only bang Christopher. She had nothing against him just he was a regular and would always bring his friend and would always try to set them up to date. "Hi Chris, the usual?" She said looking at him not seeing his friend. "Huh? Oh yea, btw this is Han" he said pointing to the person standing beside him. Nodding to him. "Hello I'm Kai, alright that will be 27$" chris looks at her giving her the money. "He is free to I can set up something" he said sounded like his normal self smiling. "No chris I told you I'm not looking to date" she said rolling her eyes. He just chuckled and walked away with his friend.
Sighing she relaxed and pulled out her sketch book looking at it. She had always turned to her sketch book when she wanted to pass time, and or needed to let off some steam. She decided to flip through it looking at all her drawings. It goes from drawing of her friends to drawing of random things her mind thought of. Putting it away when she hears the door open. "Welcome let me know if you need anything or need help finding something" she said smiling seeing the group walk to the back. She watched them carefully making sure they didn't do anything stupid. Seeing them walk up with their stuff she checks them out. "Ok that will be 35$" she said smiling. "Here's the money are we good to go?" Asked one of the females rolling her eyes. "Yes ma'am have a great night" she said waving to them as they walked out the door. Looking at the time she starts to close the shop down. Finally walking home and showering. She goes into her kitchen to find something to eat. She starts to make some ramen, and eats them heading to bed after she cleans up.
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A/N wow I'm surprised I made it this far 😅 I'm not good with writing oh by the way you guys can listen to the songs if you want you don't have to