Freedom. Felix

Farewell

A/N: hello y'all. I know it has been a while with writing a chapter but I'm back and should be able to finish a lot of parts over this week and spring break.
Update its 4 days till spring break is over. Yea heh I forgot about the story. Oops! Anyway onto the story!!
    Disclaimer: this is going to be a sad chapter! So fair warning. It also talks about being SA'd

Kai's POV:

    I woke up to the smell of someone cooking. Confused I tried to get up, but them feel someone pull me back down. I sigh and look at him. I can barely hear what he says. "You know you should take a picture it will last longer." I scoff, this man did not just use the fucking basic line. "You know you should get a body pillow to cuddle it will last longer." I said with a disgusted look moving his arms. In shock with what I said he lets me get up. I then walk into the kitchen to see what is being cooked and who is cooking. "Ok who is cooking. I only trust a couple of y'all not to burn down my house." I say as I see a back. "And now you are going to have to spill who you do and don't trust in the kitchen and why." Bangchan says turning around to facing me. I laugh nodding. "Ok I will." I said jumping onto the counter by him, sitting with my legs crossed. "So first I trust you because you are the oldest. Lee know I don't trust, I would but I think he might try to air fry hyunjin." I said being interrupted with Chan's laugh. "Yea I can see that." He says flipping over the beacon. I continue. "Changbin I don't trust, I don't know why but I have a feeling that man can't cook for anything. Hyunjin, I kinda trust him, and kinda don't. I feel like he might try to air fry lee know. Han, he would have a adhd moment and forget he is cooking. I don't trust that squirrel one bit. With you and felix being from the same place, also knowing you I think I can trust him to cook. But that might be a bad idea. I trust that seungmin can cook, so I think he is trust worthy. Jeongin is literally a child so no I do not trust him one bit a all." I say laughing at the last bit. Knowing that felix and seungmin are not much older then him. Bangchan looks at me and I start to wonder what he is gonna ask. "Hey would you be open to telling me about what happened yesterday?" He said looking at me softly. I sigh giving in. "Yea. Yesterday jungkook showed up and I got freaked out. If I am being honest I had and still do have a reason to be scared." I said lowering my voice. I don't want the others to hear. "Me and jungkook dated a while ago. When we did, he would make me do things I didn't want to do. Eventually leading to him raping and sexually assaulting me." I say looking down. I don't want to remember the past, it was traumatizing. But talking about it helped me feel better. Sighing I smile weakly. "But everything is fine, I am letting go of all of it." I say looking at him. "Well that's good." He said, putting a piece of beacon in my mouth. "Mmmm" I say slowly eating it.

3rd POV:

Felix walks into the kitchen annoyed. "What's wrong with you?" Bangchan asks him. "I don't know maybe ask Kai." He said rolling his eyes. "I don't know what he is talking about I would never do anything wrong to him." Kai says giggling hoping off the counter and walks into the living room to wake the others up. "WAKE UP BITCHES!!!" Kai yells as loud and she could. She sees everyone jump up and groan. "Fine more breakfast for me." Kai said throwing a pillow at the boys who are cuddle together. Seungmin finally gets up looking pissed. "Hey at least I got you guys up!" Kai said raising her hand in defense, walking to the table helping felix and bangchan with the table. After a little bit the other boys walk in taking their seats at the table. After they finish eating, they go straight into a game of Rock Paper Scissors. "Rock paper scissor!" They all say. "Yes!" Kai, Seungmin, Felix, Lee know all say at the same time. "Rock paper scissor!" Bangchan, Changbin, Hyunjin, Han, and Jeongin yell. "Finally yes!" Changbin, Bangchan and Han say. Both Jeongin and Hyunjin sigh loudly. "Rock paper scissor!" They both say. "WOW, I knew it. I knew Jeongin was going to win!!" Bangchan says. With a loud sigh hyunjin starts to fake cry. Without anyone noticing you had already took the dishes into the kitchen and cleaned them. Kai laughs, she cant wait to see Hyunjin's face. Slowly she walks out unnoticed. She sighs lowly so no one would hear her. Everyone else walks into the living room except her and Hyunjin. He walks into the kitchen and screams. Kai jumps a bit but laughs. She didn't expect him to react like that. In a heartbeat the rest of the boys run into the kitchen to see him crying. They all look confused. Kai giggles a bit. "She did this! She did the dishes for me!" Hyunjin said looking at kai. Everyone sees him walk to her and kneels down on one knee. "Choi Kai, Will you marry me." He said wiping his nonexistent tears from his eyes. Shocked Kai laughs. "Please it was nothing honestly, I woke you guys up harshly and Chan was the one who made the food. The least I could do was the dishes to say sorry to you, and thank you to Chan." She says pulling Hyunjin up off the ground. The other boys laugh. "No one has done that for him that's why he acted like that." Bangchan replied. "I can see that, and I understand why he acted like that." Kai replied looking at hyunjin then looking at felix. Deep down she knew that it hurt him a bit to see this happen. She also knew that it hurt her a bit knowing that it wasn't him proposing to her.

Kai's POV:

After all the drama I decided to go up to my room. I wanted to make a call that the boys wouldn't let me if they knew. I sit there for a second wondering if I should go for it. Sighing I grab my phone and start to dial his number. I hardly remember it so I had to look at one of my old diary's. Before anyone could tell me no I called him. I hear him answer "hello?" I sigh knowing that it is him and I really do need to say farewell to him. I nod to myself as if I am telling myself that I can do it. "Kook, I wanted to say that this is farewell and the end of everything. The past is the past, you wont hear from me again. Goodbye." I said quickly but to the point to he would understand. I then hung up the phone, I sigh and jump onto my bed. "If one person tries to bother me I will kill them." I say throwing my blankets over me and put my head on my pillow. I then cuddle up to one of my stuff animals. Closing my eyes I feel as if I hadn't slept in years. I sigh and slowly fall asleep.

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A/N: I know it has been a while but y'all it has been crazy. Anyway I am starting a new story, this time I am thinking about doing a xikers one. Hunter maybe. Make him a killer or just a clown. I don't know yet about the details and or how the cover will look but I will be up all night to night so I might draw something and ask people which one they like. Any way its 2:51 am right now so I have all night to do this and I love drawing anyway so it won't bother me.