Freedom. Felix

Scars

*Disclaimer mentions of harming themself and death*
Recap*
"What if I say no?" She said looking at the man named "Felix". Sure he was cute, wait what is she thinking. "Just give me a chance to talk to you" Felix spoke up. Looking at him she sighs pointing for him to show her the way. Leading her to a different room he shuts the door. "Before you say anything I understand your mad I get it I do, but breathe and just let everything go from the beginning to the end everything. I won't judge you and the room is far enough from them that they won't hear it"  he said signaling for her to sit down. Looking at him sad she sighs. "Well let's start with the beginning. My mom and dad married had us and then 1 year ago my mom got really upset drank and had an affair, she didn't mean to nor did she want to. She was raped, my dad on the other hand didn't believe her so they got into a big fight he started to not come home and would always make my mom feel like it was her fault that he wasn't around a lot anymore. This all happened my senior year of high school, me and Seungmin were best of friends until he found out about the affair and what happened. He just stoped texting calling talking seeing me. It hurt me to see my family hurt and that I didn't have my best friend there to help me. But after a few months my brother stoped coming home as well so it was just me and my mom. My dad paid on the house and the bills, but I got a job to help pay for food. My moms depression kicked in and she started to hurt herself. She would cut herself, sometimes I would see her take a bunch of pills. Sometimes she would do it to the point I had to call paramedics to help her. This kept going on the hospital knew our family knew the situation ever time we called. Few months ago she had cut her vein on her wrist and I had put pressure on it and carried her to the ambulance but this time it would be the last time I saw her. During the times she would do this I called my dad to talk to him about it. Even if he wasn't there physically he still loved her, we planned that if she would keep doing we would send her to a mental institution. To help her but that didn't go to plan she ended up hanging herself when she was there. But while this was going on my brother packed his things and left so I lived in the house alone by myself. I worked for lee know everyday sometimes I would close. Sure it may have seemed like he was asking a lot out of me when he would ask for me to close but it was better then being at home by myself so I always said yes. Now one more thing at my graduation my mom came and my dad called but didn't show up my brother didn't even care. But that brings us to now sure I've suffered a lot and Survived. But not really, I've found myself cutting myself and not eating. And I know it s bad but for me it was a way to know I was still alive and still human. You know you cut you bleed, you don't eat your stomach hurts. But that's my life so far." She said tearing up, looking down not wanting to make eye contact after admitting everything. "Can I see the scars?" He said looking at her. Her eyes shot up. "Why would you want to see them their ugly?" She said tears rolling down her face. "Not all scars are ugly they can be beautiful, and I bet yours are beautiful and show your past in them" he said smiling softly to her. She looked at his smile, it looked genuine. Rolling up her long sleeve showing her scars. "Look they show how much you've gone through you shouldn't hide them" he said holding her arm touching her scars. "I know how hard it has been and I understand why your mad but please forgive Seungmin. It was me the reason why he left my dad had made me move to Australia for years and I only got back a year ago and asked him to move in with me. My dad is part of a mafia, so knowing my dad he cut everyone off. Me Seungmin, lee know, bang Chan, Han, Changbin, jeongin, hyunjin are all a part of it. So we took some precautions on some things. But we wanted to tell you as a group about something you should know. Your brother jongho is in a gang called ateez. It's him, hongjoon, yeosang, yunho, Mingi, San, wooyoung, seonghwa. And they are after us. I won't say too much because, my dad did something very wrong to your family." He said now holding her hands. "What did he do?" She asked looking at him
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A/N another cliffhanger sorry but look at them ahhh! Ok I'll name all and put a photo because they are all hot 😋

Lee know-idk what to say about him heh 😅