Hi, it has been a little while huh ?
So hum, these days have been pretty rough, I don't really know how to put words on how I feel.
I don't really know if my friends realized how bad I feel, I mean I try not to show it too much because idk they all have their problems.
I feel like I have so much going on but I can't really know because obviously I'm not a professional.
I could have a lot of different troubles but I'll never know because I don't feel okay talking about it irl :(
Sometimes I just feel like the world wants me dead, and sometimes I want it to happen too.
I am currently at my best friend's party, I'm literally crying.
My grandpa is at the verge of dying, I'm crying for so many reasons and nobody cares.
Even the ones that yell at me when I don't react when they're crying.
