I'm at a point in my life where I don't know what I want, I don't know anything, I don't even know who I am or how I am.
It's horrible, it feels like I'm in a country and I don't speak the same language as anyone here.
I'm stuck, I don't know what to do and I don't know how to tell anyone how I feel
It's to a point where if affects my grades, and I swore that I'd have better grades than my sister.
Here I am, crying all alone because I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't want to feel anything, I don't want to leave my bed, I don't want to see anyone.
I don't want to cry anymore.
I don't want to do anyting anymore.
I want to get better, but how, what will it take ?
For now I'll stay here, doing nothing but writing stupid words with no meaning.
For now I'll procrastinate, letting tomorrow be the day that I will scence this feeling.
Maybe I'll be better, I doubt it since I'm now here, crying.
It feels like a roller coaster, where I'm stuck able to do nothing.
As if I was a side character in my own story, only staring and wondering.
