IF EVER

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If ever you see me crying.
Do not try to ask me if I am alright
I know that you only come close because of pity.

If ever you see me laughing
believe it ,  I am totally happy
Even though it's just my way to live without you
It's just the only way to prove how firm I am

If ever you see me stagger
Please let me spend the moment alone.
Because if being lonely, is the least thing I can do
To set you free and give you peace of mind.

I'll be fine.

I am willing to make you feel I hate you a lot
Than to let you feel I love you
And then sooner I will leave you because of this illness.

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