"N-No... don't stop. Don't fucking stop." I replied and hugged him tightly, my voice thick with desperation and longing for him but I don't fucking care now. "I want this and I want you....Now."
"I-I....I can't do this to you but. It would be...just...
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We chatted some more after Smith left me with Liam. In between our conversation, he never left a chance to wink and smirk at every other girl that passed by our table. Some girls even managed to discreetly throw their napkins mentioned with their number near his foot or on our table. He collected all of them saying, he might need those for his night fuck while I just looked at him in disgust.
"Why all the girls here...are so desperate for you?" I finally asked.
"Only here? No sweetheart...girls are desperate for me from all over the world." He scoffed.
"For what?"
"Isn't it obvious?" He smirked. "First, I'm handsome as fuck, second, I'm successful, third, I'm so fucking rich, forth, I'm smart and talented." He shrugged.
"Hm....Well..I'm not desperate for you."
"Yes because you are married now. I don't do married woman." He showed his middle finger and I punched him on his shoulder. "Ouch women...you are aggressive." He rubbed on his shoulder.
"A little correction, I'm not desperate for you..." I pointed my ring finger at his face. "because...I like my husband." I muttered shyly.
"Umhm...only like or....love huh?" He teased me. "Because I'm sure the way you both are stuck to each other, it isn't just like." I blushed and avoided my gaze, now focusing at the stage because I really don't know how to reply to that. No doubt, I have feelings for Smith, but is it really love? Am I really in love with him? I don't know.
Even If I am in love with him, I'm still not ready to acknowledge that.
"Earth to Sia. Where were you? Lost in your husband's thoughts huh?" He teased me again.
"Shut up Liam." I muttered shyly. "You tell me? Are you in love with someone, or seeing someone?" I asked, desperately trying to change the topic and to shift the unwanted attention towards him.
"Love?" He snorted. "Love isn't for me Sia. I just do one night stands. No strings and no stress." He sighed in relief.
"Really?" I asked curiously. "It means you have never been in love?"
"No." He looked away from me.
"Umm... how? I mean...you must have any girlfriend or crushes...in high school maybe?"
"No...I had flings only... never a serious relationship..." He turned to look at me, his face void of any emotions. "I don't think love is for me." I just stared at him with my eyes wide and mouth agape. A glint of sadness was visible in his eyes but he suddenly laughed, easing all the tension. "What? Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Um... nothing." I decided not to ask further because I didn't want to intrude much in his life. What he does, is none of my concern and what if he shares about something, It's not like I could give him any advice when my own life is not sorted?
