"N-No... don't stop. Don't fucking stop." I replied and hugged him tightly, my voice thick with desperation and longing for him but I don't fucking care now. "I want this and I want you....Now."
"I-I....I can't do this to you but. It would be...just...
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Flashback:
"How can you understand that the person you're falling for...is not wrong?"
"It's simple...when that person is returning those feelings for you, treating you in the same way, you want to get treated. You start to feel peace and comfort in their presence while their absence makes you all restless and bothered..."
"I do."
"Huh?"
"I said... I do feel these things in your presence. You make me feel comfortable, peace and...happy. I feel that I have someone to look up to." ---
'Peace' which was unquestionably absent in my life before her but now even the realisation of being in love with her gives a sense of comfort, a luxury that I had never ever imagined. It feels like a big fucking accomplishment!
Yes I love Alysia Parker and I've no shame in admitting that I'm head over heels for that woman.
It took me nine freaking months to comprehend that I am in love with Alysia Parker, and there is no going back after this. You can't command the feelings in your heart or curb it, it just happens. But I'm so fucking ecstatic that it did. Now It's been precisely one month, since that fight and also one month of me losing my sanity and I have no fucking idea how long it will go.
It is definitely veracious, when they say, you only understand their value when you lose that person.
No doubt, my ex wife was evident and an excruciating part of my life and she'll eternally remain to be in my heart. A special place in my heart will always be cherished by her, because she is the mother of my child and the woman I first fell for. But Alysia Parker is my everything now.
Bev was my past but Ally is my present & future.
Bev was a special person in my life but Ally is my person.
Bev used to be my home but Ally is my world now.
Both the women have their own significance in my life and I have accepted that.
The remorse is there but I am striving to get over it because I have to move on, not only for Ally or Sam but for myself too. What I experienced in my past was beautiful but I can let it wreck my present and future with Alysia. She doesn't deserve this nor does she deserve a man like me, who was once willing to give up on her. But now I am willing to fix everything between us.
