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Need U bad- Jazmine Sullivan

➪Need U bad- Jazmine Sullivan➪

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THE TRUTH



"The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keep out the joy."
- Jim Rohn


TW ────"🗞️
mentions of abuse
mentions of slight sexual content
mention of assault and rape




3 WEEKS LATER˗ˏˋ 🎬 'ˎ˗


It has now been 3 weeks without Augustine in the house.

My mom soon found out and was devastated, she started taking pills and never stopped. No matter what I said it didn't matter she didn't want to hear it.

Steven has only made things worse for my mom, at dinner he's tried to run his leg around me to try and make me feel uncomfortable. There is no Augustine to protect me, so I stay silent.

I don't resent to not make matters worse and I don't tell my mom because she can't leave him, she never has, never will.

I've taken all Mateus's beatings, now that there's no Augustine to step up for him I will. No matter how bad it is. I would go to war for my brother.

He yelled at Mateus to turn the tv off but I told him to shutup and let him watch tv. He ended up coming back with a glass bottle and  he threw it at me. Things have only gotten worse with my family and no one has heard from Augustine since that night.

I heard he might've even fled the country, but that's not my business anymore.

It is now summer, and I've seen my friends a couple of times, but I haven't really gone out. I haven't talk to Hardin since whatever happened at his apartment.

The whole group understands that Hardin and I aren't on talking terms right now and I think they respect it.

They think we're better off giving eachother space.

A part of me does miss him,  just not his secrets.

Not a day goes by without me wondering if we could've actually been something, or if everything Auggy told me was right.

I do miss my brother, but what he has become is not the brother I know.

Mateus doesn't know what's going on, he thinks Augustine is on a adventure and that my mom is having a hard time with a cold.

I do wish to disappear sometimes but Mateus keeps me going because I know no one would be there to protect him.

If I had to take back one thing, it would be the day I was fucking born.

⊱ ────── {⋅. ♪ .⋅} ────── ⊰

A knock filled the house. I went down stairs to get the door and a part of me prayed it was Auggy.

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