"𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑽𝒊𝒂."
Octavia slowly crosses over worlds with Hardin. They were two different people, but he had a bigger secret than imaginable... 𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙠�...
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DEPARTED
⇩ "The heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves until one day there are none. No hopes. Nothing remains." —Arthur Golden, Memoirs of a Geisha
TW ────"🗞️ mentions of self harm
FAST FOWARD A WEEK˗ˏˋ🎬 'ˎ˗
This week was a major week for me, I wanted nothing more than to go to that reading convention. Ever since I was a kid they would hold yearly book convention with some of the best authors.
From that day on, I knew I wanted to be a writer. I was always good with my words whenever I struggled to feel an emotion or had a hard time I would just write.
Auggy thought it was stupid but he supported me and I would not stop at nothing to go to that convention.
Hardin has given mixed signals the passed few days and told me to not worry about Aderina.
I didn't want to but how could I not? She was everything I wanted to be. She had the perfect life, perfect smile, perfect hair, she just seems so well put together.
He says what they had was confusing and she used to run around with different guys but he was doing the same thing with other girls.
I find it hard to believe that these two ever had love in the first place.
Although I didn't know what I felt for Hardin, I could say my thoughts clutter when someone says his name or how my stomach starts doing flips when he says my name.
It's hard to even think about it as I'm saying this. I don't want nothing serious with anyone but not do I want something right now.
What I said to Nolan was dumb and stupid, I should've known and seen the signs that he wasn't going to feel the same.
I don't want to to dwell on it but I also cant forget it.
Somehow rejection is harder then the actual part of loving someone.
Hardin and I have made small talk and he's even walked me to some of my classes. I know it may sound like nothing but the small things really do matter, to me at least.
I never really wanted to think about him for too long, maybe because I don't want to get attached to him.
I've asked around school what is Malik like and i've heard nothing but the same thing every time.
'He's a bad guy I wouldn't even go for him'
'Don't even waste your time he's just going to try and sleep with you then leave.'
