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- For the First time- Mac demarco

➪- For the First time- Mac demarco➪

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PAST


"I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose something you never
really had."
—The Wonder Years

TW ────"🗞️
mentions of self harm/self harm/smoking

I stared at the blade that was now in front of me. I debated on giving up my sobriety, sure it's been somewhat nice, but everything has started to pile over me once again.

''Just do it no one will notice'

''One cut won't hurt'

'See how good it feels again.'

The back of my head pounded with thoughts like this all the time. My heart wanted on thing but my head wanted another.

Everyone says to listen to what their hearts, but our minds usually keep our best interest in mind.

'bang bang!'

A loud knock filled the bathroom door.

I dropped my razor in fear.

"Yes!" I yelled picking it up.

"Hurry up I have to pick up Aaron!" Auggy yelled.

I was shocked and raced to open the door.

"Aaron! He's back!" I cheesed.

"Yes! Now get out the bathroom before I get you out myself." He shouted.

"God sorry." I mumbled.

Aaron parkland... Where do I even begin?

At salt lake highschool, my brother and him were best friends.

When I was somphore they were juniors and I had the most biggest crush on him but I wasn't the only one.

Aaron was your typical rich boy, he had it all except he was a trouble maker. He got into fights, lashed out at parties and knew how to have fun.

It only made him sexier. But, Him and my brother practically ruled my school, He cared for me in ways that I can't describe. He was the first guy who really taught me how to love.

I knew he felt the same way or so I thought. He would drive me home on his motorcycle, buy me food when I was hungry and even stayed up late with me at my house until my mom got home.

That was until Vanessa came in the picture.

She was a grade above Aaron making her a senior, she was almost perfectly matched to regina Goerge. She was cruel and mean and wanted everything to go her way.

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