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Hold on- Adele

➪Hold on- Adele➪

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MY ENDING


"Maybe true love isn't out there for me, but I can sublimate my loneliness with the notion that true love is out there for someone."
— Roxane Gay


Octavia,

what a pretty name. Where do I even begin? She was the start of something so special to me. And sadly all good things must come to an end, that's just life.

That day I had found a letter. It was thrown somewhere on her desk. It took me a while to read it but I'm glad I did.

'✉️'
"Dear Malik,

If you are reading this, something terrible has happened to me. It was done by me or.. possibly another source. Regards of me writing this letter is I wanted to tell you how much I truly do love you.

Words can not describe the time we had and no matter how many times we would fight, you always made kind gestures to make it up to me. You were my first love, and the first guy to ever show me what happiness was.

No matter what happened to me... I don't want you to be upset at the fact I'm gone but I want you to continue our story. I want to you to fulfill your dreams, I want you to find the same love you had with me and most of all I want you to be happy.

You will forever hold a special place in my heart, and never forget who you really are deep inside. I hope you continue to visit the ocean and find a turtle. Just know I'll be looking right at you."

-Your love,
         Octavia

In the moment of the incident I was still in control of myself but, when it 'really' happened I was completely unprepared for what came over me.

The world seems to stand still when you are the one who witnessed it. That feeling you have never felt before, of total sadness.

I felt faint and dazed as if I was falling or dreaming. I was always told we were all going to die, but I never thought it would be so soon. When it happened I didn't know what to say, I was totally speechless.

It was like I was burning up, the world was somehow dizzy but no tears came. But then there's the feeling of you have to get out of there, to escape, runaway.. anything to make this feeling fade.

No matter how much you want to run from it, It always comes back to find you. I just didn't want to believe it had happened after everything we went through.

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