"𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑽𝒊𝒂."
Octavia slowly crosses over worlds with Hardin. They were two different people, but he had a bigger secret than imaginable... 𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙠�...
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THE FALL OUT
⇩ "Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation." — Kahlil Gibran
The thing about Time passing is no one really knows how long it could take to truly heal. when I was pregnant, I didn't know what to feel.
My mind was all over the place, and even though I was present in every moment. I felt like I wasn't there. I never thought that I would ever be a teen mom in the first place.
Ive tried to accept the terms of why the universe chose me out of all people. I've always wanted to go to college and be a writer.. maybe even be something more. I know with this child it would've slowed me down, possibly even Hardin would've sold me down.
When I finally let go of the baby, I feel like a part of me was not missing... but yet whole again. I felt like my true self... I felt like nothing ever really changed but what really changed was no matter how hard I try to go back to the way things were nothing was staying the same.
I picked up my journal and began to write.
'📜' life of struggle and pain, A heart that's been broken repeatedly. A love that consumes, and a past that looms, A future uncertain, and a present that rebirths. Through the trials of conflict , I've held on to love, and to life. Though the road has been long and hard, I've kept moving forward, with a beating heart. I've opened my door to people and my heart to others. With each step, l've grown stronger, And l've learned to love myself just a little bit more. Though the memories of the past still haunt, I've learned to let go, and to move on. With each new day, I wake again. With a heart full of hope, and a will to repair. I'll keep fighting for the life I desire, And for the love that I truly admire. Though the road ahead may be prolonged and winding, I'll keep my head held high, and my feet still climbing. For I know that with each step I take, I'm one step closer to my heart's true ache. Scared of being hurt,helpless and alone. So I'll keep moving forward, with a heart full of hope, And with each passing day, l'll learn to cope. For I know that love is worth the fight
I placed my journal by the bed and took a nap.
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I woke up to Hardin yelling in the house with another person.
I ran down stairs to see who it was.
"You can't just come back whenever the fuck you want! I have shit going on for me! I don't want you anymore you had your time." He yelled
