"𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑽𝒊𝒂."
Octavia slowly crosses over worlds with Hardin. They were two different people, but he had a bigger secret than imaginable... 𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙠�...
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TIME TO LET GO.
⇩ "Loving can cost a lot but not loving always costs more, and those who fear to love often find that want of love is an emptiness that robs the joy from life." — Merle Shan
Today is the day for my mothers funeral, I know she would've wanted us to be laughing and smiling.
But on this kind of day it didn't seem like the right occasion to.
I explained to Mateus what happened to my mom.
Although he didn't take it well, Hardin was there to hold him every step of the way. Hardin has been such an amazing person to both me and Mateus and I can't thank him enough.
Losing my mom taught me to be kind and take care of yourself, even if you don't have the support system for it.
It's one of the most important things you can do. While grieving, I learned everyone has their own coping mechanisms. But some of these mechanisms don't always support self care for yourself.
The best thing you can do for yourself is to face grief directly, no matter how hard it may be. It's what she would've wanted me to do and I know it would've hurt her even more if she saw me the same way.
"Are you ready sissy?" Mateus asked.
"I think so." I fixed his buttons.
"Is Hardin going?" He Asked.
"Of course he is silly." I smiled faintly.
Hardin was out today, he had a couple things to take care of but wouldn't tell me what. He's been acting strange but I don't want to think to hard about it.
It may just be nothing.
Although it might be wrong I invited Nolan to my moms funeral. I feel like he was a help for me even if I didn't like him.
I drove to the funeral home that we decided to have my mother present in. It was closest to home, and she was able to be with my father.
I hope the two are dancing in heaven together.
The ceremony was almost starting and I was tired of all the 'sorry for your loss' it didn't feel like they were sorry.
Most of these people I didn't really know, my mom's best friend sent out the invitations. I guess she knew my own mother more than I did.
I saw Hardin arrive as he came with flowers and all my anxiety just melted away.
"Hey baby, I'm sorry I couldn't be there with you for this whole thing. How are you feeling?" He asked giving me the flowers.
