"𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑽𝒊𝒂."
Octavia slowly crosses over worlds with Hardin. They were two different people, but he had a bigger secret than imaginable... 𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙠�...
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BRIGHT STARS
⇩ "The heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves until one day there are none. No hopes. Nothing remains." —Arthur Golden
TW ────"🗞️ mentions of self harm
I found myself in the same position I was in time after time. Sure I let it happen to me but there was nothing I could really do. I would ask myself whether I deserved it or not.
I've accepted my place a long time ago, and I was okay with it.
I sat on the toilet as I rolled up my sleeves and stared at my wrists. I grabbed the razor and stared at it.
I scrapped gently and taking a deep breath, I soaked all the pain I've been holding in for the past weeks. I breathed in again and repeated to scrape myself.
I bled and bled, but nothing mattered to me. I had tears in my eyes and the pain just wasn't enough.
The door opened and it was Hardin and I just Knew I messed up.
I look at him and stare into his eyes. His eyes wandered from my blade to my scars. My breath was shaky, and I could taste the saltiness of my own tears. Hardin looked as if he just seen a ghost with pain in his eyes he slowly walked over to me and I couldn't help but cry.
He held me tight in his arms and didn't let go. All I felt like doing was taking every moment and every breath back but I knew it was far too late.
"Via put the blade down." He signed gently as he takes it from my hand.
"I'm sorry." I spoke quietly.
He rubs his finger against my cheek and wipes my tears.
"Your too beautiful to be crying via." He faintly smiled lifting my chin.
"Then why don't I feel like it." I replied quietly.
"I think your the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me in a long time. Via I've been through so much, I didn't even know what happy was. You made me a kinder person and you taught me how to love. I am so in love with you Via. You have the purest heart and you truly are the most specialist person in my life." He explained.
I sniffled and gave him a corner smile.
"I wouldn't trade you for the world my love, but this isn't the way. I want you to be able to talk to me through everything your worst days and your best days. I want to always make sure you're okay but I can't lose you via especially to this." He admitted.
"I'm sorry Hardin. I didn't want you to find out this way, I told myself I would stop because I was happy with you and I didn't feel the need or urge to. Ever since my family drama and the stuff with Augustine everything started flooding back." I admitted looking down.
"I'm sorry you felt that way and I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you but I am here now and I know for a fact I'm not leaving you any time soon. So let's get you cleaned up mama." He guided me to the bath.
He assisted me in taking off my clothes and ran the hit bath water. He made sure it was good enough temperature.
When it was time to take off my bra and underwear he turned around and let me do it myself.
When I was in the bath he grabbed rubbing alcohol and a small towel. He dabbed my cuts and helped cleaned off my excess blood.
After that he gently dropped my wrists back in the water and rubbed soap on my body to get me clean.
When he was done he washed it off and placed a kiss on my forehead. He grabbed me a towel and dried myself off. When I wrapped the towel around my body he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.
He stared into my eyes for one moment and placed his head on mine.
"Thank you Hardin, for everything." I smiled.
I placed a kiss on his lips and changed.
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"Via are you awake?" He asked me as he cuddled next to me.
"Yes baby." I turned on my side to face him.
"Then let's go for a little drive." He smiles.
"Sounds good to me." I giggled.
We got out of bed and grabbed my notebook. I grabbed my shoes and Hardin grabbed his jacket.
The car ride was silent but he held my hand the whole time. I don't know what we had but whatever it was is where I wanted to be.
When we arrived it was the clifftops, the same exact clifftops from where I first hung out with him.
I smiled at him and placed a kiss on his cheek.
He took out a blanket and placed it out on the ground for us to sit. I placed my journal next to me and watched the waves crash on the rocks as I leaned against his shoulder.
"Hardin?" I asked.
"Yes love?" He answered.
"Where do you think people go when they die?" I asked.
He stayed quiet for a moment.
"I believe people can be reincarnated, I think people come back as stars. There's more than 5 billion stars. Shooting stars may be rare but when you see them, I think it's a loved one trying to reach out to you." He answered.
"What do you want to be reincarnated as?" I asked.
"A star, their bright, full of a light. I would be able to see you every single night and watch over you anytime I please." He smiledZ
I smiled and let out a small giggle.
"What about you Via?" he asked
"I think a stingray, I've always wanted to stay near the ocean." I smiled.
We both went silent so I took this as an opportunity to write.
'📜' Meet me again in my next dream where my skies are filled with light from the stars shooting across the sky. The moons reflection is beaming into your eyes and grazes the white light appearing from your mouth. Meet me again in my next dream where the wild flowers smell of your aroma and the grass kisses our feet as we run barefoot through it. Meet me again in my next dream where the clouds spell out our names and sprinkle its rain upon our bodies while lightning strikes beam the stars in harmony. Meet me again my love in my perfect dreams where the stars lay beneath us.
