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"yeah I am fine I am lying on the floor again...cause a princess doesn't cry."

Today is my first day in my dojo

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Today is my first day in my dojo.It starts from 4 pm too 6 pm.I was so exited that I didn't even pay attention in the classes! I can't wait!As soon as I got home I took a shower and changed into my dobok. While I was trying to tie my belt big brother said

"Naya-chan there is still an hour left until the dojo starts."
'I know that but I wanna be ready before time on my first day!'
"Sure well let me help you tie your belt" he chuckled
'thank you nii-san but I wanna learn by myself!'
"Alright if you say so"

He then left to practice boxing. Nowadays big brother practices alot more then before. I don't know if that is a good sign or a bad one.
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I'm really neverous right now. What if the kids doesn't like me? Well if they bully me well then Big brother will kill them but still I don't wanna get bullied at all.

I was deep in my thoughts when sano-san I mean sensei came to me.

"It's your first day young girl. What is your name?"
'I-I am Shinzawa Nayaka.'
"Stop stuttering. Say it like a strong person."
'I AM SHINZAWA NAYAKA!'
"Maybe not that loud but I like the confidence. Now let's go!"
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I'm gonna skip the practice cause I don't know anything about taekwondo
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"OKAY NOW THATS ENOUGH, 15 MINUTES BREAK EVERYONE!"

what the hell? it was so tiring. is it really gonna be like this everyday? I am so tired I can sleep for a week now. I didn't even learn any move or something, All I did was the take weird stance and punch and kick air. I kinda see why mom was against the idea- But there is no going back. How can I even think like that? no way am I giving up....BUT MY BODY HURTS DAMNIT. I held my left hand cause it was hurting almost too much. that old man...

it seems like everyone already has someone to talk to. its not like I am here to make friends or something I don't need any friends but... It will be nice tho...I DONT NEED THEM just like it will fine I guess...if I think about it there aren't really any girls here, accept the one who has been staring at us for almost an hour. I spotted her a while ago she has blonde hair but like not the kind of blonde mom is but more like honey blonde and she has yellow eyes. she's kinda weird. she will watch us for a while and then leave and then come back again. if she wanna watch us then she should just do it without leaving. what's the point of leaving and coming back? that just consumes energy. oh she left again. That made me wonder, new year is almost here. I mean it's next month but it's near. I wonder what's gonna happen on new year...will dad be home? And will we meet mom? I felt a sharp pain in my heart while remembering the last new year celebration. It was fun.

while I was sitting I felt someone staring at me. I looked around, ah that boy. he has black hair and bronze eyes. is this a sign to make friends? maybe I should try? but what am I supposed to say? I've never talked to someone first! well we will see about that later! I should just say Hi. that's right. I don't care if he doesn't become my friend anyways.

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