♡ Private School | Hinakoma/Komahina | FINISHED ♡

30 | Father

Tw: Mentions of vi//lence against women

Several months passed. The two boys were walking together, holding hands. Komaeda looked at Hinata and smiled. He put his head on his shoulder as they walked. It was a bit uncomfortable, but he liked being close to him. Hinata smiled and squeezed his hand slightly.

Suddenly, Hinata stopped and looked at a man who was walking on the other side of the street. Komaeda looked at him again, but this time he got worried when he saw his face. Hinata looked absoluetly furious, like his blood was boiling.

"Hinata-kun?"

"There's no way... it can't be him,"

"Hinata-kun! Can you hear me?"

"No... it is him... that fucking asshole!" He shouted. The man stopped and looked at them. He crossed the street and then stood in front of the two boys.

"Who is this, Hinata-kun?" Komaeda whispered.

"My dad..." he gritted his teeth and clenched his fists. "What... what are you doing here?"

"Am I not allowed to exist now?"

"No! Piss of!"

"You piss of. Still just as much of a brat as before. And where's your no-good brother? Did he starve when you were living on the streets?"

"No, he didn't!" Hinata yelled. "Because unlike you, I did my best to provide food for us! You useless, worthless piece of shit!"

"Don't talk to me like that!"

Hinata laughed. "What are you gonna do about it? Punch me? I'm not a little kid anymore!"

His father tried to punch him, but Hinata grabbed his fist, threw him over his shoulder and onto the floor. The satisfaction that brought him made him feel like he was sick in the head. Hinata felt horrible but glad at the same time. His shitty dad was finally weaker than him.

"Woah..." Komaeda said. "Your dad is really ugly... and pathetic,"

"Who the hell is this little bitch anyway?!" His father yelled.

Hinata pulled Komaeda closer and hesitantly put a hand on his waist. "He's my boyfriend,"

"Haha! Obviously! He's so clearly gay. He stands like fa-"

"Don't say that word!" He stepped on his wrist.

"Argh!"

Hinata then pulled him up. "Don't ever come near me again. I hate you. I never want to see you ever again. You're worthless and disgusting. You literally deserve nothing. I don't need you, so don't even think you have any power over me,"

"Sh-shut up..."

"No. By the way, where's mom?"

"..."

"Where is she?"

"...she's uh... she got pregnant again and..."

"And?"

"I didn't want the child, so..."

"What did you do?!"

He gulped. "She asked me to! We couldn't afford an abortion!"

"She asked you to do what?!"

"To push her down the stairs, goddammit!"

Hinata's eyes widened. "Wh-what..? Is she... is she okay?"

"...she's gone,"

Hinata could feel his hands began to shake. He didn't know if it was out of shock or pure rage. "You killed her?!"

"I didn't mean to! I just... we thought if she fell, the baby would die,"

Hinata wanted to beat him up until he was red and blue everywhere. He didn't even like his mother, but he killed her. He killed the person he was supposed to love.

Komaeda grabbed his hand. "I'm... so, so sorry, Hinata-kun..." he whispered.

His voice snapped him out of his thoughts. "I hated her... it's... fine..." He lied. It wasn't fine. Not at all.

"See? So why are you complaining?!" His father yelled.

Komaeda glared at him. "Shut up!"

"Komaeda, let's go,"

The pale boy nodded. "Mhm." They began to leave. Komaeda held onto Hinata's arm. "It's gonna be okay," he whispered.

"I'm so sorry for all of this," Hinata said.

"What? You don't need to apologize. You didn't do anything wrong,"

"No, like... I'm so messed up,"

"You're not though! You're really kind,"

Hinata shook his head. "Maybe, but... I'm not okay. I have a really messed up past and... I have really messed up thoughts sometimes. I don't want you to feel like you have to fix me,"

"I'm not gonna fix you. I can't do that. I don't think you need to be fixed at all, but if you feel like you need help, then I'm sure you can arrange yourself a therapist,"

"I... I don't know. Look, I..." he took a deep breath. "My mom is dead... she's gone..." he whispered. "Why am I not crying?"

"Was she a bad mom?"

Hinata nodded. "Yeah, a horrible one. But sometimes she was kind... I guess that can't make up for all the suffering she put me through though,"

"Then that makes sense, right? I understand that maybe you feel like a bad person for hating your parents, but... you don't have to love them. You don't need to love anyone just because you're related to them. Having the same blood as you doesn't make someone a good parent. From what I've seen, Haru was a way better parent to you guys,"

"They were, yeah,"

"See? Then they're your parent, not your mother or father. I've thought about parents and that kind of stuff a lot, so... I think I may have some good advice,"