Never Let Go (Ziall) *Undergoing EXTREME Editing

Chapter Sixteen: The Diary of Niall Horan

ZAYN POV

Wow, I can't believe it's been a week so far, one week of loneliness and depression.

Since the day Niall left me, I haven't been able to sleep, eat, or think; my life feels like shit. I feel like shit.

I returned from my last class of the day, and it was a Friday, and went up to my room. I shuffled to my bed, and laid down.

"What to do....." I asked myself.

I looked over at Niall's empty bed. I wanted Niall to be here right now, he told to move on, I didn't want to. Maybe I should just sleep, I don't want to think about anything right now. Just as I turn my head, I notice something in the corner of my eye.

A journal? Niall's diary? I rushed over and picked it up. This was one of the things he had left behind. My hands flipped through the pages, until I reached his latest entry and read it.

"I've heard before, "If you love someone, set them free, if they come back they're yours."  I wonder if this is true. Maybe in the future, I would see Zayn again. He would have a new better life, and better significant other, but not me, not now, and probably not ever."

Those words were imprinted into my mind, replaying over and over again. I won't have a new better life. I don't want a better significant other, I want Niall.

That night, I made a promise to myself. I will keep on loving him, until the day he comes back. Like he said, If you love someone, set them free, if they come back they're yours. If he came back. I will never let go ever again.

 [A Week Later]

NIALL POV

I promised that I would write every single week for a whole entire year. I plan on doing that starting today.

9/28/13

Well, it's Saturday again, I've had some classes with Ashley. This week was pretty decent. No, it was HORRIBLE! Long and tedious. If everyday of my life was going to be like that, I'm glad I don't have to live past the age of twenty-one. Haha.

Just kidding, I want to make every day worth living for. I'm going to cut this short tonight though, Ashley was telling me that she found out there was a party that her brother was going to go to. She said she had to go, even though Andrew said not to, but being the girl she was, so determined and persevering, she said she was going to do it anyways.

I wanted to go also, better than staying here doing nothing. No offense, it's not that I don't like writing  here, I wanted to have some fun here too, hehe.

Well, see you later, Ashley's calling, she said something about sneaking into Andrew's car trunk. Oh boy.

-Niall

10/5/13

October is here. Last week, you know about the party? Yeah, we didn't get to go in the end. It was a funny story actually. We hid in the trunk, but when Andrew picked up his friends, a few minutes later, Ashley started sneezing and couldn't stop. I heard the boys in the front say something like,

"Hey Andrew, what's that sound? Do you have a snake in here or something?!?" and then a high pitched scream sounded. It was hilarious.

Well, anyways, last month was over. This month is something new. There was a concert on campus, for Halloween. We were all excited about it. There was going to be costumes and other cool stuff events. This month was going to be a blast.