Teach Me How To Alpha

BEFORE 46 - MAN WOLF

POV TRAEVON ERIKSSON

I think Caelen is beginning to wonder if I indeed have a relationship with Polaris. She looked stunned as if she had already realized her mistake, her non-stop assumptions that Polaris and I are both a thing.

Mabilis ko na niyakap si Caelen. Sa ganitong paraan lang ako nagiging malapit sa kanya. Pakiramdam ko ay kalmado at kampante ako kapag kasama ko siya, na para bang wala na akong hihilingin pa.

If I admit to her the truth, will she stay the same? Will there be awkwardness after my revelation?

How about when I finally confessed that I am even the same man whom she offered her body for money?

I hugged her tighter as I did not want to know the answer. All I want is to stay with her, to be with her at all times. I have to admit, Caelen is my happiness. She makes me feel free and alive. I wonder if she feels the same way.

"Sir Traevon? Bakit ka nagkakaroon ng dogy hands?" tanong ni Caelen sabay pisil sa kamay ko.

"What do you mean---"

I immediately stood up when I saw both of my hands. It turned into paws, my Werewolf paws. I can even feel my whole body transforming with no control. I feel hot like I am having a high fever but I also feel cold as if I am submerged deep in freezing water.

This is the same feeling that I have whenever I am transforming into a Werewolf, but this is more intense. My senses are superbly magnified as I can even sense the rush of power in my body.

I am transforming against my will. This is not good news.

Kasabay ng unti unti kong pagbabago ay ang biglang pagsakit ng aking ulo. Parang binibiyak ang ulo ko sa nalalapit nitong pagsabog. Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko na mapasigaw sa tindi ng sakit na ngayon ko lang naramdaman.

"Sir Traevon, ano po ang nangyayari? Bakit ka nagiging wolf? Bakit din red ang eyes mo?" nagtataka na tanong ni Caelen.

Red eyes. I don't have red eyes in my wolf form. Only the Harrington Direct Heirs have red eyes in their wolf form. The Eriksson Family has blue eyes in wolf form.

Napaluhod ako sa wooden port dahil sa kakaibang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Natatakot ako para kay Caelen dahil baka masaktan ko siya. She is not a full-time Werewolf dahil wala pa ang Red Moon.

If I hurt her, she will have a hard time healing her wounds.

"Stay here, Caelen! That is an order!"

Tumakbo ko palayo sa kanya at pumunta sa dulo ng wooden port. Lumuhod ako at bahagyang sinilip ang aking sarili sa malinaw na tubig.

I have wolf ears, but I was able to retain my human face. Instead of fur, I have silvery white hair. I groaned again as I felt another wave of torture. My thunderous roar echoed in the nearby forest as my body transformed into a man-wolf form, the Alpha form.

"Sir Traevon!"

"Stay there, Caelen! Go inside the house and call Meshach! Let him know I transformed into man-wolf form!"

"Pero Sir Traevon---"

"Now, Caelen!"

Nagmamadali na tumakbo si Caelen papasok sa loob ng bahay. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako ng nagkaroon ng man-wolf form. Tanging ang mommy ko, ang lolo Joah ko at ang labindalawang Alpha ang nakakagawa nito.

Nang makita ko na pumasok na sa loob si Caelen ay bigla kong naramdaman ang pagod at sakit ng katawan ko. Hindi ko na napigilan ang pagbagsak ko sa wooden port. Kasabay nito ay ang pagkawala din ng aking malay. Nagbalik lang ang aking malay nang maramdaman ko ang malambot na unan sa ulo ko at nang marinig ko ang paghikbi ni Caelen sa tabi ko.

"Sir Traevon? Gising ka na ba? Sir naman, pinakaba mo ko!" umiiyak na sabi nito na bigla akong niyakap.

"Did you call Meshach?"

"Yes po! Mukhang lahat po ng Direct Heirs ay nagkaroon ng biglaang transformation, Man-Wolf transformation to be exact. He thinks that the Alpha are transferring their powers to the Direct Heirs."

"It means that the Alphas are already in danger. It means that sooner or later, they will lose themselves in the Black Death disease," sagot ko sa kanya na unti unting bumabangon.

Napansin ko din na hinubad niya ang coat niya at itinakip sa hubad ko na katawan.

"Bakit ka umiiyak? Para kang bride na iniwan ng groom?" nakangiti ko na tanong sa kanya habang pinapahiran ang luha.

"Kanina pa kasi kita tinatawag, pero wala kang malay. Natatakot ako. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Hindi naman kita kayang buhatin sa loob. Sabi ni Meshach, huwag daw ako mag-alala. Magkakamalay ka din daw pero ang tagal tagal mo gumising---"

Mabilis ko na niyakap si Caelen dahil umiiyak nanaman siya. Siguro ay dala ng takot sa biglaan na transformation ko at dahil na rin sa pagsigaw ko kanina.

"Nakakatakot ba ang hitsura ko kanina?" tanong ko sabay hawak sa mukha niya.

"Hindi naman nakakatakot kahit naging pula ang mata mo na parang molten magma. Hindi ka cute kasi hindi ka fluffy dog, pero tingin ko sexy ang Man-Wolf form mo kaysa sa fluffy dog form. Kaya mo ba uli magtransform sa Man-Wolf form?"

"I think so. Do you want to see my man-wolf form again?"

"No, okay na po ako sa naked form mo ngayon. Kanina kasi parang nasasaktan ka," nakangiti na biro nito.

She is smiling and crying at the same time. I felt a surge of warmth from her as I can truly feel that she cares for me. Before I can think of another word to say, I grabbed her nape and captured her lips. She has no idea that I want to kiss her for eternity during our Werewolf Rites. And now, I don't think I can control myself any longer.

I will just blame this on my new man-wolf form.

Buong akala ko ay itutulak ako ni Caelen, pero naramdaman ko ang pagdampi ng kanyang mga kamay sa aking leeg. Humiga akong muli at hinila si Caelen palapit sa akin.

She is kissing me back, but this time, it is fiercer as if she is on fire. I slowly unzipped her wedding dress as my hand took its own time traveling on her back. I don't want to stop kissing her as she may snap back to reality.

I want her now, as my wife, as my mate, as my eternal partner.

My hand steadily brushed her thigh as I lowered it down inside her. The compulsion to take her and to own her is driving me to the edge, but I want to take this slow. This is our first night as man and wife.

Caelen softly whimpered as my fingers came in contact between her legs. She is even moving her own hips to meet the touch of my fingers. I know she is feeling ecstatic right now, the rapturous feeling brought by my hands grazing her core.

I slowly moved inside her and I groaned as we finally became one. I can't help but to accelerate as I thrust inside her like a mad man. The comfort of her walls seem to push me to my limit.

I don't think I can last that long. I don't think I can control this feeling anymore.

Caelen almost cried as she embraced her climax. She smiled at me as if she was filled with so much happiness. But I think I am the one who is overjoyed right now. Seeing her euphoric like this makes me feel blissful and complete.

I guess I am finally falling for my wife, entranced in this little thing called love.