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Kazuha Nakamura (LE SSERAFIM)

| too much is not enough

"woof..." kazuha whispered under her breath as she leaned in on y/n's shoulder, arms wrapped around her girlfriend's waist, her chest pressed on the small of y/n's smooth back. y/n hummed, her mind buzzed with different thoughts, but right now y/n is more focused with the pen on her hand and the paper beneath her palms.

kazuha sighed, grazing her lips on y/n's neck, burying her nose under her ear, hands caressing y/n's waist as she stayed still, holding the girl under her arms.

"when are you finishing those papers?" kazuha whispered, pouting, eyes closed as she sniffed y/n's scent — a mixture of cherry blossoms and vanilla. y/n giggled, her shoulders shaking as she laughed — lips stretching into a thin smile, yet her eyes are remained fixed on the papers scattered on the desk.

"sooner, are you bored already?" y/n asked, grazing the ballpoint of the red pen into a long diagonal line, stopping the movement of her wrist after marking one of the few papers she had.

y/n turned her head to look at kazuha, eyes scanning the eyes of the latter who looked up at her. kazuha resembles a big, fluffy, adorable, mischievous, and white samoyed dog — it is adorable, in fact that's one of the things y/n loved about her lover but sometimes the similarities not just in appearance but also in personalities bother her.

sure she loved how friendly, adaptable, loyal, energetic, affectionate, and playful kazuha is but most of the time, kazuha is in need of severe attention, it's like y/n cannot leave her for just a few minutes without kazuha suddenly tailing her around the house. kazuha gets easily bored, she really needs something to get her going, like any activity — she prefers a very physical one.

there are often times where she is too friendly, enough that she could literally be abducted by a bunch of criminals due to how friendly she is — sometimes she trusts people so much that she almost got scammed for almost a thousand dollars, imagine if y/n wasn't there to watch out for her.

she gets overprotective too, easily jealous — y/n is a busy girl who tutors high school, middle school, even elementary students as a part time job, there are times she gets hit on by high school kids or even the older siblings of her students and kazuha gets so frustrated but she knows y/n loves her the most.

in the morning, the first thing kazuha needs to do is to get to the nearest toilet to take a dump, always — for some reason.

and her clothes are sometimes scattered all over the floor of their room, y/n doesn't mind because kazuha will immediately pick them up if said so.

these traits kazuha has made y/n love her very much, more than even she could imagine.

those careless times when kazuha gets sick because she went outside to buy food for y/n and it rained harshly, poured out on her and she came home soaked wet. that time they were leaving to the airport, the night before y/n mentioned about a food she likes, kazuha made sure to bring at least 3 packs of that food but forgot her passport.

those moments made y/n want to care for kazuha more, she wants to be that one guiding presence around kazuha's life.

and not a single thing would make her turn her back against her beloved zuha.

"i am bored, but you finish that first." kazuha muttered, tightening her hold on y/n's lap, pulling the girl a little higher to sit y/n on her lap.

"uh-huh, i'm about to finish checking these papers." y/n smiled before going back to marking the papers, kazuha smiled, kissing y/n's nape and rocking the girl on her arms.

"i love you..." kazuha hummed, muttering those words with a melody, nudging her face closer to y/n's neck, breathing heavily.

"i love you too my zuha-chan." y/n beamed, letting go of the pen on her hands and twisting her body a bit to hold her hands up and wrap her arm on kazuha's shoulders, the other hand reaching to kazuha's cheeks; caressing the soft skin under her palm.

kazuha smiles, leaning closer to y/n's hand.

"is there anything you want?" y/n asked, tilting her head with the inquiry. kazuha places a hand on y/n's back, drawing circles on the fabric of y/n's clothes. the sensation sending y/n into a fit of goosebumps, electricity coursing through her veins.

kazuha stared at y/n, leaning her face close to y/n's. "kiss." kazuha muttered before placing her lips against y/n's, their foreheads bumping and kazuha feels something crawl underneath her skin, a certain type of feelings that gets her so excited — scratching every corner of her brain, a sudden burst of energy surging through her.

y/n leaned in, closing her eyes at the sensation of their lips against each other, her arms snakes dangerously around kazuha's shoulders and neck, her cold fingertips grazing over kazuha's warm skin.

kazuha breathes through her nose, releasing an airy laugh as she grazes her hand palm under y/n's clothes eager to feel the cold skin under her warm hands.

y/n feels so lightheaded, it's like no thought circled around her head but just kazuha's putty hands, the taste of chocolate from kazuha's lips mixing with her lipbalm.

y/n pulls away, smiling after, her face is dusted with pink, the ac that is installed in their room seemingly useless with how hot it is right now in the room.

kazuha beamed a bright smile, the tip of her ears are glowing red, her eyes are full of eagerness and excitement and she couldn't keep still.

"i love you so much!" kazuha says for almost a thousand time only today, it doesn't tire y/n out, no matter how many times kazuha says it she will never get sick of those words — it's enough to make a grown woman melt, it's enough to have y/n blushing a mess, it's enough to keep her going after a tiring day at college and at work.

just a little love is enough to keep her up.

"i love you too." y/n embraced kazuha.

and y/n would never get sick of reciprocating the same feelings back — she will never get tired of giving back the same efforts, same look in the eyes, same energy and the same love kazuha has only for her.

no matter if it's too much, she'll find a way.