Felix-
I have fallen from sky,
Fallen to the ground,
I am the angel of sadness,
Angel of lost hopes,
Angel of lost dreams,
I am the fallen angel, .
Fear me not,
I am here for reason,
That reason is to have a second chance in life,
That life I was given for a reason,
They took my wings,
They took me apart made me human,
I was the fallen angel. I only made it through half of the entry. I was reading online, and I felt sick to my stomach and reminded me of Maddie and everything that she had to go through before we met each other. I can't imagine how strong she had been, and how scared she messed up but she prove everybody wrong at all and she was so beautiful so patient and so wonderful that I just could not get over her
strength. She is an amazing mother to our Melody lyric Melody like a princess I remember when Melody was only minutes old and she finally woke up from her emergency surgery after having her she cried for two hours.
I remember I think she was in such a shock because of the way, Mel, if you were sleeping, she looked like she was alive because she was in such a deep sleep from all the shop but she was in most definitely alive. I am in the Maddie cried for hours and she had to close your chest, but I cried for her to because she needed that moment we all needed a happy moment we could've lost Maddie they had met possibly mentioned heart failure when we got her there. They said she was very clean your life, and it just broke my heart because the ambulance took 10 minutes to get there, and it made me so sad that eventually we got there and I'll never forget them taking Maddie away and putting her in a cubicle and then building her and washing her off for surgery I don't think someone can ever recover from that.
That will make me cry me for the rest of my life happy I just want her to be happy and it makes me so so sad she means so much to me and it hurts my heart because how could you do this to someone how could you do this to someone? How could you let someone suffer? I remember when she finally woke up that's a memory that in bed as me, but nothing could hurt me worse is when they put her in a coma.
Maddie-
you are the world my darling
you my beautiful Melody
What a wonderful world I see
You are the song I'm singing
You're my beautiful Melody have I ever told you how beautiful you are my darling have I ever told you how much I love you. I hope you're close to my side and rocked her when
I looked at her and her beautiful eyes my heart exploded so beautiful. How did I ever get so lucky.
I guess you have to go through hell a few times to get where you wanna go. I just wish all the hell could be avoided and you can go straight to where you wanna go but then again everything happens for a reason I suppose.
