Liz -
well I can't believe it it's over but it's not over yet. It's not over yet. I would like to say that I am in the clear and that everything that Jp likes every girl there but I am a nice person so I forgive and I'm so I forgive, and I try not to hold grudges, but unfortunately there are people out there who have nothing better to do in their life hurt you and put you down. I try not to think about it but you can never really have an indecency with someone because wow you just can't have too much faith in humanity. If I've learned anything from being a mom, if I learned anything from the 67 years that I have been in this country of soul, it's that you really watch out for your fellow Piers they are going to do you know turn on you faster than you can say ham and cheese sandwich like I have never had this many issues even with a high school bully because you know you can hear the block button and never see someone again but unfortunately, in the case of K-pop, there are people Cry wolf left and right about mental abuse about overworking about child labor laws about everything .
that I never thought possible until I moved to Korea I had no idea that I was going to get poisoned. I had absolutely no clue that I was going to get poisoned by my husbands boss, but I kinda knew he was up to something because well you just can't be too comfortable.
You cannot be comfortable around people anymore because the moment you start acting comfortable that's when they straight that is when they stretch that is when they will get you and that is when they're gonna hate you. Where you socked or turned upside down like I am a mommy now and my three kids been absolutely everything to me. They were surprised, and by the grace of God they were able to come into world they came into the world healthy and there should've been complication. I'm glad that there wasn't but I just think how did we dodged that bullet because some people would not be so lucky because I unknowingly drink and lifting heavy items and I'm also a nurse, so I was doing things I probably shouldn't even do it like living in patience off the bed, checking battles and you know when patients are scared of you, they couldn't even kick you and I know it's not them. I know it's the fear and phobia of everything especially the elders, but Sun chin should've had something wrong with her because of everything that I was doing especially how sick I was looking back but when you're when you don't know what pregnancy is, you can't put two into together and Dale I didn't even know he was in there.
I didn't even know he was in there like literally I got to the hospital and they told me I didn't have much time and they were literally really need to get the living room roll. That was happy and with Ivy I had about six hours to process with her which is so crazy because she was my third baby so she should've just yeah no blue out of me like a fire cracker Kinda well, not really, but I just it makes me sick to think that a month
before I conceived Sun JYP poisoned us all because he didn't want us to get married and the jokers on him because now we're married with children but I just don't know what to say like I don't know I had to laugh. Praise God or just go. Hug Chan Christmas will be here before I know it and I'm so excited I cannot wait to get my girls there poodle toys with the bathtub and Dal his telescope but that's all with good timing.
