Karin -
I wonder why the grass is green,
And why the wind is never seen?
Who taught the birds to build a nest,
And told the trees to take a rest?
O, when the moon is not quite round,
Where can the missing bit be found?
Who lights the stars, when they blow out,
And makes the lightning flash about?
I have all these childlike questions in my head that I still want to ask like why there's some people suffer why does some people go throughout life without separate? Why do people put other people down but then again I guess you could never really asked those questions because people would think you're crazy and I just don't think that's right I feel I still think that I should get a happier bracket But who but who knows if I will ever get those things I don't think I will get those things I thought
, but then again, that was five years ago and I finally finally got my happy ever after I do not think that I have to go through pain forever who knows if that is the case, though it makes me incredibly sad that I might have to go through a lot of pain more pain than I've already gone through but at that meeting my husband, so I guess that is OK I mean it's not OK and it's not all right that you can't bring that time and that's been one of my greatest enemy the struggle is his time and time is very limited so I suggest that you spend the rest of your time going into these places that you don't have to worry about and makes me entirely sad that all of this is going on but yet again, you can only have one shot at life so you might as well live in a big town or you can live at small End and slow like a marvelous marvelous go fast when they want to when they don't want to go fast they go slow mirror mirror on the wall who is the fairest of them all I cried as I looked at my reflection is anybody love me? Did anybody care about me? Wow I really gone through it. All chronic illness kidnapping held hostage held captive poisoned, and somehow had a miracle baby and all of that, and makes me so sad knowing that my life is so agonizingly slow before it got better but then again, doesn't really get better or is it just an allusion? The town has made you think that time and he'll aren't I don't really think that is the case. I think that's a lie you know cause time May heal our wounds , but then again the scars are there especially mental skies.
I hope everybody knows that skies exist. Even if you can't see them meant to scores in the worst type because they're in your brain. Remind me of you, you don't wanna deal with, and you can't hide from it forever and makes me incredibly sad but then again, if I continue to complain about it, nothing good will happen about it but again, you can't really do that. Are people going to do that you're crazy especially having meltdowns makes you look crazy so I will probably just cry in silence and make others know what my feelings. I know the girls disappoint me, but I just feel so bad because they don't even go about their personal issues so maybe we are cry in my room at night and no one will know .
