Maddie-
why do you do what you do Manni then I turned the radio on and heard
She could be the first female president
Or be the doctor whose experiment
Finds the cure to what she's in here for
But right now treatments keep her sick in bed
That baseball cap never leaves her head
And while she sleeps I sit and dream
One day I ask her what do you wanna do
When you grow up
I soon found out I wasn't dreaming big enough
She said, I'm gonna ride my bike, I'm gonna climb a tree
Gonna fly a kite, score running little league
I'm gonna go to school, make a friend, be able to run again
Take off my mask and just breathe in the air
But most of all I'm gonna braid my hair
She could question God, Lord, knows I would
She could just give up
I don't think I could be that strong or fight so long
How can such a little girl have such big faith
And even through the pain she still prays
Saying, God will make a way
For me to ride my bike, for me to climb a tree
I'm gonna fly a kite and score running little league
I'm gonna go to school, make a friend, be able to run again
And take off my mask and just breathe in the air
But most of all I'm gonna braid my hair
that's down to my waist
Then I?ll get it cut so they can make
Locks of love for some little girl who's just like me
Wonders if she?ll ever be able to go to university get married have her own family or tell her she's beautiful and can be whatever she wants to be and that she's beautiful wonderful everything see doesn't see tears begin the wall up in my eyes I wanted to cry.
I wanted to jump for joy, because well so many people telling me I would never make it so many people told me that no one would ever love me so many people told me that I wasn't good enough so many people told me that I couldn't do much and that was not OK you know I used.
I used to cry about those things, but then they look down at melody and smile my heart just swells with joy sometimes I think that my dream is a dream within a dream but then I realize it's not as I feel like Felix's soft lips skips me on my forehead and then I know that it's real I know that it's real and I realize that well I actually did it. I did it die I did that like I have come so far in life so many people tell me that I couldn't do anything and then I won't do anything and that you can never do anything that's really not the case you can do whatever you wanna do you cannot let other people stop you.
I can't wait to go to trial and I cannot wait to tell Jp that he will be probably find for his crimes. I don't really think that I owe that made an explanation on apology who won the hell in the right moment, freezing somebody I think God every single day that I was able to get off and get out and do anything I wanted to do. Unfortunately, sometimes people can't except that you're going far in life and you're doing well. Other people don't really ask except that and that makes me really sad. Let people live their life and you don't need to worry about them you just don't need to worry about them. Need to let people do what they want to do. I will plant stop them. I think lots of people are finding it hard these days and that really irritates me.
Why can't you let people be themselves and why can't you let people be there with the hell they want to be I don't think that anybody has the ball in a certain stereotype or mold
I feel like everybody is allowed to do what they want to do and be who they wanna be as long as you're not harming other people or putting other people down it's fine to do what you wanna do but if you're harming people and putting a People down and I don't think you need to do what you want to do but other than that, who am I
I suppose I just like to tow story I like to tell my story and I like to encourage others and I absolutely will not stop.
