My Fault

This is crazy...

The Next Morning:
'Oh no.' I open my eyes and see Gabriel next to me. Naked. Again.

'Oh no oh no oh no.' I grab my phone from my bedside table and dial Eva.

'Please answer please answer.' I fidget with my phone.

'Kris?' Eva asks in a sleepy voice.

'Yeah just me.' I panic.

'What's happened? Are you okay? It's nine in the morning.' Eva yawns.

'No Eva. I did it again. I did it fucking again.' I facepalm myself.

'I don't understand. What have you done?' Eva panics.

'Something bad. Can't you tell?' I start walking around the house.

'Alright I'm coming.' Eva speaks.

'No no no no. Don't come. Everything is perfectly under control, okay?' I fake chuckle.

'Okay? But what happened? Tell me. I'm so confused right now...' Eva asks confused.

'I'll text you when to leave your house. Love you bye.' I end the call and head back to the bedroom.

*****

'Gabriel!' I chuck a pillow at him.

'Huh huh what?' Gabriel wakes up from his sleep.

'This is crazy.' I complain.

'What?' Gabriel asks.

'What do you mean what? How are you not confused?' I ask.

'How are you confused?' Gabriel looks at me.

'Because what is there to not be confused about?' I ask.

'Bro what?' Gabriel sighs.

'This. Us.' I gesture with my hands.

'Bro Kristen, you do realise how complicated you actually are, right?' Gabriel taps the side of his head.

'How? How am I still the one that's complicated? I don't get it.' I sit myself next to him.

'You just are.' Gabriel looks down.

'What?' I ask confused.

'You're gorgeous.' Gabriel chuckles and puts my hair behind my ear.

I move his hand away and get up from the bed, but Gabriel pulls my arm back.

'What is wrong with you?' Gabriel chuckles.

'No honestly Gabriel come on seriously. I'm being for real.' I roll my eyes.

'And so am I. I said you look gorgeous.' Gabriel chuckles and shrugs.

'You're so unserious.' I look into Gabriel's eyes.

'Meh. Sometimes.' Gabriel chuckles.

******

Gabriel had left after about an hour, and I still wasn't sure where this left us. So I just decided to tell Eva to come over, since I did tell her she could come after he left.

*****

'Okay. Tell me. Everything.' Eva comes and sits herself on the couch.

'Okay look, I don't know what's happening. But he just keeps on finding ways to come back. And it's working and I don't know what to do. And I'm kinda freaking out okay.' I blabber on.

'Wait is this about Gabriel?' Eva raises her eyebrows.

'Yes...' I look down.

'Oh my god again?' Eva asks.

'Just let me explain everything. He just randomly showed up last night and a lot of stuff happened. And today he was acting so weird. Like he was having an argument with me, because apparently I'm so difficult. And that I don't know what I want, and blah blah blah.' I explain.

'What the fuck? See this is what I mean when I say you guys need to sort your shit out.' Eva groans.

'I know.' I bite my nail.

'Then why aren't you?' Eva asks.

'I don't know, Eva. I'm giving it time. I can't like jump into this right now. Genuinely. I can't.' I speak.

'Yeah no that's fair.' Eva nods.