My Fault

I might want you, but I need her.

'You want a kiss?' the blonde girl chuckles.

'I don't know...' Gabriel lets out a fake chuckle.

'Oh come on. What's wrong? You wanted it before, now you don't.' she complains.

'Yeah. I just don't feel like it, Bella. Okay?' Gabriel snaps.

'Jesus. Why you getting mad at me?' Bella flicks her hair back.

'Look... I'm... I'm going through a lot right now... and... and I'm scared. And this just... doesn't feel right to me.' Gabriel stutters.

'What are you going through? You look pretty fine to me.' Bella chuckles.

'Look... it's a lot to talk about. And I don't feel comfortable talking about it right now.' Gabriel explains.

'Is this about her?' Bella makes a weird face at Gabriel.

'Look, Bella.... I might want you, but I need her.' Gabriel sighs.

'Okay. Fine. Go to her then. I don't know why I'm here.' Bella stands up.

'Come man. Stop being annoying. You know I love you.' Gabriel grabs Bella's hand.

'Yeah. You love me when you feel like it.' Bella sits back down and rests her head on the headboard.

'That's not true. I do. But I just... don't know what to really say right now.' Gabriel looks down.

'Gabriel, you want her. You need her. And I know I'll never be her. Not even close.' Bella's voice breaks.

'I'm sorry, Bella. But I can't lie about my feelings. I love her too much. Too much. You wouldn't even imagine.' Gabriel sighs.

'I know. I do. Trust me. I've been knowing. But I just thought... I just thought that for once, you could've forgot about her and tried something new. But I can see that you can't. And that's fine. I can live with that.' Bella gives Gabriel a faint smile.

'I'm sorry, Bels. I really am.' Gabriel smiles.

'It's okay, Gab. It's okay. I promise.' Bella smiles and pulls Gabriel into a hug.

'I'm sorry.' Gabriel whispers in her ear.

'I know.' Bella nods.