My Abusive Mate [COMPLETED]

Special Chapter - 37

CHELSEA'S POV

They say that Love is not just a feeling, it is commitment and above all, a sacrifice.

And right now, I already get it. I need to sacrifice for me to save my love ones. I need to sacrifice because I know that it is the right thing to do. I need to sacrifice in order for the people around me to live happily — even without me.

A tear slipped in my cheeks when I reminisced all the happy memories that this pack gave to me.

Atleast, I'll die happy and at peace, even if my so called mate cheated on me and my first love is the one who hurt me.

FLASHBACK

Alexander, Alfred and I are very close. We grew up together in the pack house that's why the two of them became just like my older brothers. However, among the two of them, I have a huge crush on Alexander ever since we were young. Sino ba namang hindi magkakagusto sa isang lalaking parang Greek God dahil sa angking kagwapuhan nito.

He became my inspiration that's why I trained my self to be the best female warrior in this pack because I believed that if I'm his mate, I need to be strong to protect my pack.

And yes! I've became the strongest female warrior in our pack but then, our friendship was ruined because of the attack that killed a lot of pack members including the father and the mother of Alexander.

I've witnessed his struggles due to the fact that he's the youngest Alpha to lead a pack. I've witnessed his silent cries and his determination to kill the White Crescent Pack. And because of that, I promised to myself that I need to do everything just to make him happy and be mine. Kahit ikasira pa ng pagkakaibigan naming tatlo ay gagawin ko ang lahat dahil gusto ko si Alexander at gusto ko syang protektahan.

I always went to his room, his office and even followed him in his training because I wanted him to know that I'm always here for him no matter what. I wanted him to know that he's not alone, I'm here to help him move on from the pain that his feeling right now.

And After how many years of trying, I feel like my plan which is to make him fall in love with me is effective. He acknowledge me as his Delta (which is the temporary luna for the mean time) and a lot of pack members are now showing respect since I'm his chosen delta.

However, I believe that the Moon Goddess has a different plan.

There's this one time when me and Alexander went to a party since the host of the party is one of the allied pack of Dark Crescent Pack that's why we need to be there.

I'm in the midst of choosing a food in the buffet area when all of a sudden, someone touched my shoulder and I instantly feel the tingling sensation. My wolf is not yet present since I'm not 18 yet but still, I can feel it. I just found my mate!!

I glanced at the person and I saw how beautiful he is. He's just so perfect in my eyes!

I was just staring at him when all of the sudden he looked at me. I feel like my world just stopped for a moment and I can feel the butterflies in my stomach! I wanted to hugged him and kissed him but I need to compose myself. A lot of werewolves already know that I'm the Apha's Delta.

I sighed and I looked away. I think I need a fresh air.

I mindlink Alexander that I'll be in the garden if he needs me and he just replied 'okay'.

Alexander is now very cold and distant. He doesn't speak at all. He's not the Alexander that I've met when we were younger.

I just sat at the bench in the garden and I stared at the moon and the stars. If Alexander is not my mate, then it means that I'm not going to be the Luna of the pack? No, I need to make sure that if Alexander meets his mate, she will bring the old Alexander back, even if others will think that I'm obsessed with him, I need to keep him safe so that he will not face the same pain again.