My Abusive Mate [COMPLETED]

Special Chapter - 39

ALEXANDER'S POV

I can still remember how my parents told me to love and cherish my mate. I still remember how they help me to live happily, but I thought, it was pointless to live happily especially that they're now gone. I lost my parents and the hatred and vengeance lingers in my heart. However, I thought that revenge will make me happy but the truth is it makes me feel more anxious due to the fact that she's there, my mate is a member of the pack that killed my parents.

A smile instantly formed in my lips when I remember the day when we first met. I can still remember how her command affected not just me but also with Rosselle. I can still remember how she stared at me when she saw me naked in front of her. I can still remember how my wolf howled in happiness 'cause my wolf already knows that the girl standing in front of me is his other half. But the happiness turns to bittersweet especially when I found out that she's from the White Crescent Pack—the pack that attacked our pack and killed a lot of people including my parents.

I just wanted to live peacefully with her but I know that it's impossible. I need to act tough and strong, for the sake of my pack. I need to do what is right, and it is to inflict pain to her for her to feel the pain that I've felt when my parents and pack members died.

My wolf is not very pleased but I always reminded him that they're the reason why we lose my parents. They left me at a very young age and handling a pack is very stressful since I'm the youngest alpha that was appointed to take good care of Dark Crescent Pack.

Even if I always treated Angela in a very harsh and wrong way, I can always feel her sincerity in pursuing me. Even if she's in pain — emotionally and physically, she always wore the smile that makes my heart flutter. Palagi ko syang nahuhuling nakatitig sa akin at kapag nakita niyang nakatingin din ako sa kanya ay agad naman syang iiwas at mamumula ang kanyang pisngi.

Honestly, I don't want to do it in the first place. I don't want to hurt her. All I ever wanted is to keep her safe and be with my side always. But I know that my pack deserves to get the revenge that we all wanted to have that's why I asked the rogues together with some of my warriors to attacked and kill everyone in White Crescent Pack.

The name Angela fits perfectly to her. Whenever I get the chance to stare at her, her beauty will always show even if her body is full of wounds and gashes made by my impulsive actions.

That day when I brought her to the cell and let her met the faeries, all I ever feel is happiness that I longed to feel. For more than 10 years of not feeling happiness since the day my parents are gone, I finally feel that emotion again just by seeing Angela smile together with the faeries and how she casually speak to me even if she's just labeled as an omega. And at that moment, I feel how our mate bond grows stronger.

When she entered the cell, my impulsive thoughts just kicked in and I rejected her. I rejected my mate! and all I can see is her eyes full of sorrow and longing. I saw how her tears fell down on her cheeks and how she silently cried in pain. I know that it greatly affects her and her wolf. Rejection is very painful, some werewolves says that it feels like dying. And right now, I can feel the ache in my heart. I wanted to take the rejection back but I know that it's useless. There's Chelsea and Clement watching that's why I can't take it back.

'Please Moon Goddess, forgive me' I silently plead to the Moon Goddess.

I know that she's hurt but she's so strong, she accepted my rejection and all I can see is that she looks peaceful and free regardless of the pain that she's feeling right now.

Angela doesn't deserve to be my mate. She will going to hate me because I killed her parents. She will eventually chose someone who will treat her better.

On the other hand, I believed that the Moon Goddess have a different plan. I thought the mate bond is already gone but when I touched her, I feel the sparks flying from my hand all over my body and I know that she also felt it because I saw how her eyes turns to gold. And that is when I realized that she's destined to be mine no matter what. The girl standing in front of me is the one that is destined to be with my side and rule this pack.

A lot of enemies tried to destroy me and my pack and one of those enemies is Denise. I know that she will do everything just to have my pack. I know how devil that hybrid is and recently, I just found out that Denise is the mastermind of all the things that happened in my pack. I found out that she's one of the persons who killed my parents and they made us believe that it's the White Crescent Pack's fault. I've made a lot of mistakes to Angela, but I know that the time will come that she will eventually forgive me.

No matter what my enemies do, I know that I will always end up with Angela 'cause I know that we're meant for each other.

Together with our unborn child, I know that we can survive all the happenings in our surroundings.

Hence, they say that I'm an Abusive mate after all but I still believe that this so-called abusive mate changed —and it is all because of that one girl in my life that changed how I view this world differently, the mother of my child and its the girl from my childhood that I truly adore — my forever, Angela.