Daniel Wagner Imagines

I'm Going Home

Word count: 10,327 it's a long one enjoy SMUT WARNING, Depression warning 

Watching Danny and the guys leave for tour 4 months ago was the most painful thing I have ever done. I was still finishing up college and they were starting their new world tour, unfortunately for me I didn't have my passport yet and couldn't go with them at the start.

Graduating and not having Danny there was heartbreaking, I had gotten my masters degree in business and marketing so I could help the band. Of course Danny sent a generous graduation gift of a custom made necklace that showcased both his and my birthstone which I wore every day since then.

Since graduation I have been getting things together which included getting my passport. Danny and I had gotten a place together a little over two years ago, I sat in our house and looked around. I absolutely hated being here alone without him. It didn't feel like home, home is wherever Danny is.

My phone buzzed and I picked it up to see a text notification from Josh:

Josh: Hey! Just a few more days and you'll be here, are you excited?

Josh, Jake and Sam had come up with a brilliant plan to have me join them on tour since I had graduated and no longer had anything holding me here. They thought it would be a great surprise if we did it to surprise Danny. Jake had texted me a few times saying that Danny was taking me not being there with him hard. He said that Danny spent a lot of time talking about me and that he lost his groove without me there.

That broke my heart. There were a few times he FaceTimed me that he had tears in his eyes when we had to say goodbye. It was never easy just talking to him over the phone. There was so much I missed about him, he is my person and I am his.

I sent a text back:

You have no idea how much I miss him. (And you guys too) so how are we doing this?

I was puttering around and cleaning to make sure the house would be adequately clean for when I left. My phone dinged again.

So Sam is going to say that he's going to the studio for the day but instead he's going to come pick you up from the airport. The day you fly in we have an interview with the local rock radio channel and then we are going to dinner. By the time you and Sam get back it will just be around that time. I figured Sam can come in and before dinner you can pop in.

My stomach did flips at the thought of seeing Danny again in just a few days' time.

That works perfectly for me. Thank you so much for suggesting this. You have no idea how much it means to me that you guys thought of this. I know Danny will be super surprised.

I texted back and stood there dreaming about hugging him and kissing him again. I also felt butterflies between my legs. It had been so long since I felt him, I often ached for his touch. There's only so much toys can do, it isn't the same as physical touch.

He's been really down, we've been kind of worried. We think he's depressed but you know him he won't talk about that with us. That's a you thing. There's only so much we can do as his best friends.

I teared up at the thought of him missing me so much he was depressed. He hadn't told me anything and he had seemed to be ok the last time I had talked to him. A few tears rolled down my cheek knowing he was hurting and honestly I hadn't been doing well either. I never told him because he didn't need that in the back of his mind while trying to perform.

I texted a reply:

Oh god my poor Danny boy. Hurts my heart thinking about him suffering in silence, thank GOD that won't be the case much longer.