Made For You - Stray Kids x original character

I bet it was changbin

I meant what I said in the restaurant. I don't know where my confidence came from, but as soon as the door to the dorm shut I wrapped her up in my arms and leaned my forehead against hers.

That pretty blush decorated her cheeks, "can I kiss you?"

She swallowed, "please..." it was barely a whisper but it was all I needed. I captured her mouth with mine. I kept the kiss as gentle as I could. We had all agreed that for all of our sakes it was best to take everything very slow. There were too many unknowns in our relationships. That almost all got thrown away when she reached up to card her fingers in the hair at the back of my neck, right over her name. I felt her nails lightly scrape my skin and I almost groaned.

Changbin cleared his throat lightly from the couch where he had settled. It brought us both back to reality. He was giving me a look, one eyebrow raised.

I scoffed, "don't act like I literally didn't find you two making out in a broom closet."

I held her by my side as we walked over to the couch, I couldn't believe how strong of a reaction I was having. I had kissed people before, I had kissed some of the members before, but that was insane. It was like on a base level all of my instincts and biology needed me to be near her. I had to do this seven more times?

I sat down with my back half pressed into changbins chest and Robin pulled as close to me as possible. Changbin reached over my shoulder to put a hand in her hair.

"It's your first time kissing one of us since the incident, right?" He asked, resting his head on my shoulder.

I nodded, "yeah..." all of my previous confidence had disappeared. I was nervous. Changbin always had a way of making me feel like that. Like all my defenses had been stripped away.

He kissed the underside of my jaw softly. My breath hitched.

"Do you remember the first time we kissed?"

I nodded, it was the only time that we had kissed and honestly, it wasn't a great memory.

"You had come into my studio to ask me something and I couldn't help myself, I kissed you," he stopped to think, "I didn't talk to you for like two weeks after because I felt so guilty. I wish I would have just had a conversation with you about it instead of letting it fester."

I turned to look at him, "you felt guilty? I always thought that you thought it was a mistake, so you wanted to forget... why would you feel guilty?"

He sighed, "I know that you are barely younger than me technically, but I've always felt like I had to be older and wiser, and take care of the ones under me. I felt like I had taken advantage of your naivety and the crush you had on me... but I also felt weird about it because at the time I also knew that you and Felix were literally falling in love... I had no idea it would end up like this, with all of us... so I felt guilty."

I felt my confidence return to me a little, "Changbin," I gave him a look, "I'm not a kid, I let you kiss me because I was also in love with you."

Robin was at this point fully lying in my lap, watching this happen over her, "how long are y'all gonna prattle on?" She made kissy noises, "you two should kiss!!"

I laughed and let Changbin take my face in his hands, he smiled a half smile and I felt his eyes wander to my lips. I leaned in and kissed him. Just like before, it felt so right. So perfect, like a part of me that had been missing was returned.

When we finally pulled away Robin gave us a small round of applause, "I've been waiting for years for you two to figure it out... we'll honestly, I've waited years for all of you to figure it out."

I smiled down at the beautiful woman in my lap, "we waited for you too."

She popped out, seemingly embarrassed, "it's hot I'm gonna go change shirts."

She stopped about two feet from the couch, blushing deeply, she stuck her hand out. Changbin knew what she wanted and stood up to go with her. I assured him I would be fine. The bond was harder for some people in some situations than others. My personal theory was that it had to do with pining and distancing, and no one had done more to distance herself from us  in the past than Robin. So conversely, These next couple days she would practically skin us alive and live in our skin suits. It was also really hard on Felix and surprisingly enough Seungmin. It kind of warmed my heart.

They had spent far too long on a shirt by this point and I was considering going to find them when they came out of the bedroom. Robin was once again, very red in the face. I had never met someone who blushed so easily. Changbin on the other hand looked so smug. She had changed into a cami top, and this allowed me to see why she was so red. A trail of angry red marks starting from changbins name on her collar bone up the opposite side of her neck.

I laughed and threw one of the couch pillows at him, "Changbin! Take it easy on the poor girl!"

She sat down next to me literally fanning herself with her hand, "it's not fair how attractive you guys are you know that right? Like I might have a heart attack and die!"

Changbin once again sat beside me, we laughed, talked and kissed the rest of the evening. Until we eventually passed out, right on the couch.

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I returned home from the studio late. I was greeted with the sight of some of the loves of my life curled up on the couch together.

I guess that means everything went all right.

I went to give each of them a kiss on the forehead before tucking myself into bed. I spotted the hickeys on robin and shook my head.

I bet it was Changbin.

I took one last look at the beautiful scene and went to go to sleep. It was so wonderful to now not only be their leader, but their lover.