Made For You - Stray Kids x original character

If ya'll bang on the couch im evicting you

The week-long break before the comeback was finally here. I was exhausted. Saying yes to jyp added another layer of things I needed to do along with everything else I was already doing. I had music to prepare. And my perfectionism was back in full swing. Before any of us (the staff that is) could even make it onto the line up for the groups, we had to pass an audition of sorts. Each of us will have to sing and dance for an audience. The decisions on who passes will be half audience vote and half judges panel vote. I already knew what I was going to sing and had a couple months left to perfect it. The break before the boys comeback and already started. I had taken off from work but I hadn't stopped practicing.

We had gotten an Airbnb out in the countryside and were spending a week making out with each other to finish the bonding process. Minho had helped me choreograph my audition, but right now felix was helping me practice in the airbnbs living room.

I lean over and put my hands on my knees, sweating and out of breath, "I know I told you I could dance a little Felix, but come on... you are gonna kill me!"

He smiled at me, laughing sweetly, "you'll be fine baby cakes, you are so strong."

He was teasing me, the little shit, "please, never call me that again." I stuck my tongue out at him and stood up straight, ready to continue. We continued for a while more. I was really  struggling with the footwork on one part of the dance.

Felix had tried to show me visually several times, "it's in the hips, robin, you have to turn just right... I... here," he walked up behind me and grabbed me firmly, but not uncomfortably by the hips, directing my body to turn through the steps. I did it correctly, though my face was on fire.

He pulled me back, closer to him. My back pressed against his chest. His fingertips dug lightly into my hips. He pressed his face right into the back of my neck. He whispered, "Robin... can I..."

I turned around to face him. His arms snaked fully around my waist, I let mine drape over his shoulders. I didn't answer him, just brought our lips together.

The kiss started out innocent enough, but before long I was once again laid down on my back on a couch, a beautiful man looking down at me. His thumbs brushed against bare skin just under the hem of my shirt. We kissed like we were sharing air.

Then the front door opened.

"Ah hell no! Come on guys, not in the living room!" Chan's English was thick with his accent as he scolded us.

I couldn't believe Chan caught me with another member. This was getting embarrassing. I started to get ready to either apologize or defend myself when Felix spoke up.

"Wanna join us?"

Chan turned bright red, "God Felix! Come on!"

"Then leave us alone, old man!" Felix stuck his tongue out a chan playfully and scooped me up in his arms and carried me away to an empty bedroom.

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"Felix?" We were still laid with each other, bare skin on bare skin, just enjoying being close.

"Hmm?"

"Why does Chan seem to hate it so much, you know... when I'm intimate with the members...? We are all soulmates... but except for that first time he kissed me he hasn't even touched me..."I trail off, eyes getting watery. It did kind of upset me that he seemed so opposed to physical contact with me. He joked about his kisses being innocent but I knew that wasn't the whole truth. I knew he didn't hold back with some of them, Felix being one.

He sighed, "He doesn't hate it Robin, just... like usual he's being too hard on himself."

"What do you mean?"

"He still blames himself for what happened, with Leon and..." he pulled me in a little closer, "He just, he wants to protect you from the world, even from us. Because he knows we are human and can, and probably will hurt you at least once or twice. He knows how much you've been hurt already and wants to save you..."

I let out a long breath, "I guess I kinda knew that... but, I'm a grown woman. I can take care of myself. I'm not made of glass and he doesn't get to make those decisions for me."

"I know that, and so does he. He just has trouble letting go of control."

I laid my head against Felix's chest, "I know, he's always been like that. I should talk to him..."

I felt him press a kiss against my crown, "yes, but first, let's sleep for like, fourteen hours."

AN: finally, another chapter! Sorry it's short