Made For You - Stray Kids x original character

Baby drs and sleepovers

Changbin was the one that ended up with me at my first appointment, the boys paid for me to go to a very private clinic. It would be bad for everyone if it got out that me and Changbin were at the baby doctors together, no matter the circumstances. I was about ten weeks along, and seemingly progressing well. The appointment was fairly short. The only exciting portion being the sonogram, Changbin held my hand and let me cry at the tiny little thing growing inside me.

Once we were in the car, on the way back to the dorm he asked, "so when do you think you'll tell him?"

I thought for a second, "once I know the gender... so after the next appointment, I just want to be sure that nothing is going to happen..."

He reached over and squeezed my hand again. While Leon had been the one to take care of me the most during that time, all of them were aware just how hard my miscarriage was on me.

I texted Leon a quick, 'I'm not coming home tonight text'. But we hadn't talked much since the whole cup incident. I hadn't even gotten a sorry this time.

Back at the dorm I helped Minho and Felix cook dinner. Everyone had come over to Chan and the others' dorm for dinner and some games. Which meant that they played some card game and I snickered at them as they yelled at each other. I wasn't a huge fan of card games. But I was a huge fan of watching them make a fool of themselves.

Eventually everyone decided it was time to sleep. I went to tuck myself into the couch like normal when jeongin gave me an offended look, "what kind of men would we be if we let the pregnant chick sleep on the couch?"

I laughed, "I'm not taking someone's bed...y'all are already doubling up anyway."

"You will sleep in chans room, Chan and felix will take the couch. It's a pull out couch anyway," he smiled brightly at me.

"Wow you've really thought of everything haven't you?"

I leaned in to whisper in his ear, "and whose bed will you be sleeping in tonight?"

A light dusting of pink spread across his cheeks. At this point most everyone had wandered off to get ready for bed, "hyunjin..." he muttered.

I grinned, "I knew it!"

He shoved my shoulder, "it's not like that, you know it's not."

I rested my head on his shoulder, "do you want it to be?"

He sighed, "honestly, I don't know. It's hard to tell. All of us have such a close, and honestly, intimate relationship it's hard to tell what's happening."

I nodded, "have you asked? Not just hyunjin, but everyone, like, do you want to set boundaries?"

He shook his head, "I haven't spoken about it, no one really has... and no, I don't mind the way it is, I just want to know if I'm allowed to want more..."

I hugged him lightly, "that's valid, I'm sure it's confusing. But you guys all really love each other, genuinely, so I know it will work out."

He rested his head against the top of mine, "we love you too Ro."

I pinched his side, "go to bed I think you are starting to get delirious!"