Made For You - Stray Kids x original character

i also get nervous around pretty women

The bonding process with Felix felt natural. Well, not that it didn't with the others... it's hard to explain. There was a sense of pining or angst with everyone else I had bonded with, but Felix and I had always been all over each other anyway. Before the soulmate apocalypse he was the only one I might have believed was actually platonic however. We both just like to cuddle and be babied, so it came naturally for us to hang all over each other. I guess that's why now, even though I was feeling even more cuddly than unusual, not much was different. But Felix still took the excuse to sit me in his lap during dinner. It was kind of comical, given that I was taller than him, but I let him do it anyway. During dinner however, I kept getting pointed looks from both jeongin and jisung. The only two now that I hadn't kissed. Felix was eating it up. He knew the two of them were jealous so he kept stealing kisses.

When we were done with dinner we sat down in the living room to watch a movie. Felix sat me in his lap again. I laughed out loud at him, "you can't even see the tv!"I got the distinct impression he didn't mind. I slid off his lap anyway, sitting next to him with my head on his shoulder.

Seungmin was curled up with chan. Another comical tall short duo. Seungmin had his legs over Chan's lap and his body tucked into chans chest. It almost looked uncomfortable. They were the newest bonded however, even newer than me and felix. I tried not to be pissed that he yelled at me and Felix then proceeded to "kiss" Seungmin down the hall from us. all night.

Felix crushed me in a hug, burying his face in my hair and inhaling deeply, "You smell good..." his voice was deep and raspy against my ear. I blushed, burying my face in his neck.

I heard jisung's 'humpf' from across the room. Felix chuckled, his fingers brushing right under the hem of my hoodie, "This movie is boring, maybe we should go upstairs and do something more fun"

he for sure said that to get a rise out of jisung. However the one that snuck his arms around me and stole me out of Felix's grasp wasn't jisung, but jeongin. Before I could even protest, his lips were on mine and I was melting. He bit down on my lower lip softly before he puled back, his eyes shining.

"Sorry Ro... I just couldn't help myself."

I laughed softly at him, leaning in to give him another peck, "Oh my sweet, tiny, perfect, delightful baby boy I could never be mad at you!" I spoke in an exaggerated baby voice.

He groaned, exasperated, "Robin, you know I hate that!"

I gave him another kiss, right on the tip of his nose, "The way you are whining right now is proving my point, baby"

Even Felix was smiling and laughing, even though I had been stolen right from his clutches. The only one not smiling was jisung. He was sad, jealous, pissed and more. He stood up from minho's lap and stalked off upstairs.

"You should probably do something about that," Minho suggested, a glimmer of amusement in his eyes, "He's a handful when he's pissed."

I sighed and went to follow jisung, both felix and jeongin trailing after me like lost puppies. If I'm telling the truth I was a bit annoyed, he was being a little childish.

As I disappeared up the stairs I heard changbin speak, "Poor girl... she's about to have all three of the bottoms all over her at once..." he was obviously joking but I internally groaned anyway.

I found the room were jisung had holed up. I knocked once and said, "I'm coming in"

Though they protested greatly, i left them in the hallway. Jisung was laying on the bed, facing away from me. The sight of him curled up in the bed, obviously trying to ignore me, erased any previous feelings of annoyance. I climbed on the bed and pulled him into my arms, spooning him. He let me.

"Can you tell me why you are upset?"

He huffed, "I know it's stupid and I'm being childish Ro, i know... but i did get jealous."

"Why?" I asked gently.

He turned to look at me incredulously, "I want to kiss you too, duh."

I ran my fingers through his hair, "Then why didn't you? Even jeongin did."

He blushed, an uncharacteristic nervousness overtook him, "Robin I... its embarrassing."

"Just tell me."

He let out a heavy breath, "I'm nervous. Scared even. I was really hoping you would kiss me first."

I tilted my head, thats not what i had expected, "Scared?"

His blush deepend, tingeing his ears pink, "its just... you are so fucking pretty!"

I snorted at his outburst. He sent me a little glare and i gave an apologetic smile.

He sighed before he continued, "You are so beautiful... and, I've never kissed a woman before, I've never even seriously been interested in a woman before you, let alone done anything else. I'm just nervous I'll make a fool of myself or something. And so, because I was scared I projected my frustrations. So I'm sorry."

I smiled softly, "Can I tell you something?"

He nodded.

"I'm scared too..."

he tilted his head quizzically.

I continued, "You were the only one I was scared wouldn't be attracted to me physically... I knew that we were still soulmates and had a special place in each other's life. But I worried you just wouldn't be attracted to me. So hearing you say that is so special to me."

"I've always known I was bi i just think I tend to prefer men..." he trailed off, "But you are my woman, my special girl. Perfect for me, of course I'm attracted to you."

With tears in my eyes I leaned in and kissed him, smiling against his lips.

When we finally pulled away from each other jisung spoke, "you can let felix and jeongin in now, i know they are in the hallway."

I sighed in relief, I needed them near.

When I opened the door they both, quite literally tumbled into the room, their lips attached to each other. I sighed, exasperated.

Felix looked up at me and shrugged, "We got bored."

Jisung very confidently pulled himself off the bed and grabbed Felix by the front of his shirt and crushed his lips in a kiss. A few moments later he did the same to jeongin. The night was spent in that room, watching tv amongst ourselves, shit talking about anything and anyone we hated, and cuddling. Well, and kissing and... lets just say it was a very long night for me. 

A/N: Jisung is so real for that, pretty women scare me.