Made For You - Stray Kids x original character

Congrats on coming out of the closet

Jyp often confused me with the things he did, but this honestly just made me mad. He let the guys get eaten alive for two weeks before he let them make an official statement about them being soulmates.

When they finally released a video explaining their situation (thankfully leaving me out of it), stay's for the most part accepted it. Their fan's favorite thing to do was ship them together anyway.

Chan was live a few days after the announcement, a lot of the questions had to deal with their relationships. He kept the most important things private, but still let them know little details about our life. I was watching from the other room when he got a question about me.

"What is Robin doing these days? I haven't heard anything about her since the hospital incident." He sighed heavily.

I chewed my lip as I waited for his response, I knew he would answer smartly with my best interest in mind but it still made me nervous.

"Honestly, it's really none of your business... I love you guys, the rest of the kids love you guys, even robin loves you guys... but this is something that you will just have to wait for her to talk about. It's her life and her story." He pressed his lips together for a moment, "she's my best friend, please don't ask me to break her confidence or her trust."

When the live ended I wandered into his room, "you know I love you, right?"

He wrapped me up in his arms, "just as much as I love you."

I laid with him for a while before I spoke again, "when is someone's next day off?"

All of us had managed to practice exceptional self control these past couple weeks and keep our hands and lips to ourselves. But it needed to happen eventually.

"I think Changbin and Hyunjin are free this weekend..." he said softly.

"Perfect, I am too. I'll tell them both later." I hesitated before I spoke again, "can I ask you something?"

He looked down at me, "yeah of course."

I had been bouncing around from room to room and dorm to dorm, and honestly, I was getting kind of tired of it.

"I was thinking of getting my own place again."

His eyes widened and he sat up, "you want your own place?"

I nodded, "it's not because I don't love being with you guys, it's just... I need my own space, I don't have a room that's mine or even my own bed if I wanted alone time... also, the longer I stay here the more likely it is that someone realizes I'm living here. We've always had sleepovers, you've even live streamed them before, but if someone realizes I'm living here they are likely to put two and two together..."

He held me in his arms, rubbing comforting circles into my lower back, "I agree you need your own space.... But would it really be so bad if they knew about you, about us?"

I rested my head on his shoulder, face buried in his neck, "it would be bad... for me. I've got a year left on my contract, and you know I want to start releasing my own music when my contract is up. I want to be successful on my own merit, not just because of you guys..."

He kissed the top of my head, "I know..."

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I did not expect it to be this awkward. We all knew we were hanging out with the intention of eventually making out. The three of us sat in front of the tv, barely touching, very different from usual. The air was so tense you could cut right through it and not in the fun sexy way.

I couldn't handle it anymore. I stood up, "this is miserable, let's go out to eat somewhere."

Hyunjin stood as well, "honestly, yeah, sounds good... but aren't you worried about being seen with us?"