Alhaithiam's pov.
I texted kaveh that I was going to pick him up after his meeting with his client. I felt so happy just to talk to him.
Later
I finished my work and started to pack my things to go pick up. He should have finished his meeting, so I left my office and power walked to the elevator, the whole time I was in the elevator, I couldn't stop thinking about him. Just thinking about him would make me smile.
When I arrived on his floor, I ran a bit. When I was almost there, I walked, and my hands were shaking from the excitement to see my boyfriend. When I turned to go to his office, his door was wide open.
My eyes widened. Kaveh was making out with some guy. I felt my eyes get watery, and my vision got blurry. My legs got shaky, i almost fell. I wasn't close enough for them to see me, and I quickly turned around and covered my mouth. I started to run, and I heard the door closing. How could he do this to me. I helped him so much it felt like he was using me. I ran to my apartment while texting Kaveh that I was home. I held all my tears until I got to my apartment.
When I entered, I started to sob. I was trying to think why Kaveh did this to me. My phone buzzed, and I checked my phone.
Kaveh- I'm coming home.
I left it on read and went in my bathroom to prepare myself, so it looked like I didn't cry.
Later (again)
I was sitting on the couch waiting for Kaveh to come home. I heard the door open.
- Hathiam?
He put his bag on the floor and walked to me.
- Hathiammmm... I missed you so much.
He jumped onto the couch and hugged me.
- Kaveh. Get off we need to talk.
He looked at me and got off. He looked a bit scared.
- Hathiam... I need to talk to you too.
- Why are you cheating on me...
I said. He looked at me in confusion.
- Alhathiam? What are you talking about?
He started to get nervous.
- I saw you kiss another guy.
His face changed and he looked sad and uncomfortable. He froze for a moment and gave a pause. That pause made me think which almost brought me to tears.
- It's really complicated Hathiam... I...
I waited for an explanation while Kaveh took time to gather his ideas.
- Kaveh you know what. I dont have time for this. We're done.
I got up and walked to the door.
- No Alhathiam let me explain!
At this point I was finished with him. I opened the door and pointed outside.
- Get out of my house.
His eyes started to get watery.
- ALHAITHIAM LET ME EXPLAIN GOD DAMNIT! HE-
I cut him off. He was yelling and I couldn't take it anymore. I slammed the door shut.
- WHAT IS THERE TO EXPLAIN. WAS THERE EVEN A METTING? OR DID YOU JUST WANT TO HOOK UP WITH HIM!
I was getting so mad that I didn't realize I was crying. I wiped my tears off before Kaveh yelled back.
- THAT'S NOT WHAT HAPPEND! ALHAITHIAM, I-
I cut him off again. I didn't want any explanation at this point, I just wanted him out of my house.
- Kaveh... Get out of my house.
His eyes widened as he cried a bit more.
- You know what? FINE!
He left running to his room, I was left standing there. I loved him, and he did this to me. I thought he loved me. But I didn't feel like crying. I should've known this wasn't going to last. I walked past his room and heard him cry. I didn't even care at that point. I just went in my room. I closed the door and laid on my bed for some moments. It felt like I did a mistake even tho he cheated on me. I heard a knock on the door.
- What?!
I asked. Even tho I was acting all tough, it felt like my head was spinning and I couldn't take it anymore.
- I just wanted to say goodbye. I'm going.
He said with a soft voice that I loved. When I heard the door open and shut I felt like a part of me left.
I still wanted awnsers or at least an explanation. But I knew that if I asked it would be worst. I got out of my room and walked towards a window. I looked out the window to see kaveh walking. He looked fucking lifeless. I didn't want him to do something he would regret but he wasn't a part of my life anymore. He's just in the pass now. And I shouldn't focus on that. It's not my fault. He did this to himself.
I opened my book and started to read to make me think of something else. I took a random book and started to read where I left. Even tho I did my everything to not think of him, every paragraph made me think of him. I threw the book on the floor and put my hands on my face.
Kaveh's pov.
I walked out Alhaithiam's apartment. It all happend so fast. I ended up looking at his door for a few seconds before leaving this building. I didn't know where I was going to go. I had nowhere to go. I looked around and decided to go to the bar. A homeless lead architect. That's what I am. I thought. I desperately hoped Alhaithiam would come running back to me. But he didn't. I was officially alone now.
