Loki x yn What are you doing to me Loki ?

Concern

You enter the tower all flushed in the face from the run, Fury is stood there listening to what steve was saying in a low voice so it wasn't common knowledge to everyone in the tower what happened. Fury takes in what he is saying and nods him off.

Fury: 'hello Ellie, its been a while'

Ellie:' hi, it has hasn't it'- you weren't too sure how to feel about Fury, he didn't feel comfortable with you being at the tower with the others so soon, but it hasn't backfired. 

Fury:' i wondered if we could have a little chat.. shall we?' he gestures for you two to sit in tony's office.

Ellie you nod weakly and follow to the office and sit down

The others watched this and glanced at eachother, unsure of what will happen.

Fury sits down across from you and looks at you 

Fury:'so steve told me about last night, anything happen in the dream you want to share?'

you look at the floor and shake your head. It wasn't worth repeating.

Fury:' you know what's strange, you get these dreams when something happens'

Ellie looks at fury confused

Ellie:'when something happens? i'm sorry i don't follow?'

Fury projects a map into the air and zooms in

Fury:' since rescuing you, there were some people that we weren't able to capture, mainly the leaders of that whole organisation. Now it looks like they've expanded and have a new location.'

your heart sank- they were still walking around free without giving a second thought to what they'd done to you, and others.

Fury:' we have kept an eye out for them, to see what they are up to. Ultimately we haven't got much, but thats not to say we aren't giving up. We won't stop until that man gets what he deserves for all he has done to you.

You nod your head and just listen to what he is saying.

Fury;"the reason the timing is weird is because... you had a nightmare when we discovered all of this. Is it possible they link?'

Ellie:" i don't think so, i mean, the nightmare didn't have any clues or anything like that if thats what you're asking'

Fury:' i see, we won't stop looking into this though, you're safe here and they can't hurt you anymore, i just want to keep you updated on what we find and what we intend to do'

Ellie:' Okay, thank you Fury, i appreciate it' you smile at him and he returns it.

You and fury walk back into the main living area and say goodbye.

Tony: 'everything okay kid?'

You think before you speak

Ellie: 'i will be'- you smile weakly

Loki walks up to you and talks to you

Loki:'hope you haven't forgotten our deal?'

You raise an eyebrow

Ellie:"huh?'-you look up at him

Loki smirks :' showing me what there is to do in this tower to cure my bordness"

y/n: 'ohhhh, right. umm, give me 10 minutes i need to do something quickly' *you scurry off quickly to your room and shut the door in a panic*

The others watched confused, but left you to it.

your mind starts racing, Fury's words replaying over and over. They are back, they are gonna find you again, you'll be captured and put through hell. 

Your eyes well with tears and panic, you pace around your room struggling to breath, its like your body doesn't want to inhale and it is choking you. Your hand is on your chest and you are gasping for air

*knock knock knock* there is a gentle knock on the door, but you are unable to speak.

Loki slowly opens the door to reveal you sat on the floor against the wall panicking and not breathing.

Without hesitation he runs to you and kneels to make eye contact with you.

Loki:' hey hey its okay, breathe little one' he sees the fear in your eyes and has never been so mortified, what has got you this worked up.

You look at him but his words are not registering to you, its like its muffled. 

Loki starts to get nervous he calls for the others, he doesn't know what he can do here.

Loki:'BARNES!!' he shouts out in a panicked tone, he knows that he would know what to do. Loki places his hands on your shoulders to try and calm you.

Bucky races in with Steve Tony and Thor following him. He sees you almost blue from lack of oxygen.

Bucky:'shit' he mumbles. He sprints into the kitchen and grabs some frozen peas and runs back into the room.

He quickly puts them on the back if your neck, the shock of the cold helps you snap back into reality and you gasp a deep breath you needed. You slowly catch your breath and stare at the floor for a bit. 

Tony:'what exactly did Fury say to you y/n?' tony says with concern.

you meet his eyes and sigh in defeat.

y/n:'its time i tell you all, the truth.' 

Thor:'what do you mean? what truth?'

You hesitate before speaking: 'meet me in the living room in 5, get everyone. i can't keep it all from you any longer.'

Tony and Steve look at eachother and nod, they leave the room with Thor.

Bucky:'are you sure y/n? thats a pretty big thing to share, i mean you haven't even told me the full story about what happened?'

You nod:'i'm sure" He nods at you before exiting the room.

You look at Loki who was sat on your bed staring at you.

Y/N:'can we reschedule the tour?' you smile weakly, hoping to lift the mood a bit.

Loki smirked:' when you said to give you 10 minutes, this isn't what i imagined you'd run off to do.'

y/n:" i just like to add a dramatic flare to things' you grin back at him 

Loki shakes his head and chuckles before looking back at you

Loki:' you sure about revealing your story to everyone?'

Y/n:' i can't keep it from everyone forever i suppose.'

Loki:'well, lets get you ready then' He stands up and walks over to you, he holds his hand out to help you up.

You take his hand he and helps you up easily, he was very strong.

Before you both walk you look at him

y/n;'Thanks for helping me back there'

Loki looks down at you and smiles :' its no trouble, i can see myself helping you a lot, there is always something with you isn't there' he jokes 

You look at him and chuckle:' haha' you playfully punch him in the arm

He puts his arm around you and rubs your shoulder playfully.

y/n:'you go to the others i am going to change, i went for a run and i don't like staying in the same clothes, i'll meet you out there' He smiles and leaves your room.

You think about how you will have to be honest with everyone, that includes the scars.

Looking through your wardrobe you find a pair on short shorts and a crop top. You put it on and look in the mirror and can't believe it. Its been so long since you've seen yourself in these sort of clothes. You put a baggy hoodie over it and some tracksuit bottoms on and make your way to the living room.