Teach Me Love

Come

Lena's POV

It was a mistake to talk like this to Stef, I should have never be so insistent. Sure, it comes from worry, but I get that this was going fast, and I know that I have been overwhelming.

Therefore, I have been telling myself not to rush her or come off controlling, that's exactly what I had done, and I regret it. By the look on her face, I could tell she didn't appreciate this side of me, and I can't blame her. She's a free woman after all, and even more than that, she's a free spirit, she seems use to do whatever the hell she wants and make decision for herself so for me to come and telling her what to do... I guess I went too far.

I didn't expect her to get so aggressive though and let alone kind of through me out. But at least she kissed me goodbye...

Last night felt empty without her by my side. I didn't sleep very well, knowing that we were kind of on a fight and still, her in that apartment doesn't sit well with me. However, I know better now than to say anything else. Maybe later in our relationship I would be able to convince her to let me, at least help her or maybe she'll even agree to move in with me, for that's all I want already, but I'm aware that she needs more time and for our couple to be more solid.

*knock knock*

"Come in!" I shoot when I heard knocking on the door of my office, before I lift my head from the dissertation of one of my students.

The door opened and I saw none other than Stef sneaking her head in slowly. It's true that we have tutoring today, but I hope that this is not the only reason she came see me.

"Hey, come in, close the door." I say softly smiling at her for it's always good to see her. And she does seem calmer than yesterday as she does as I asked, before leaning her back against the door.

"Hi." I say softly, as she looks at me a bit shyly which is something that I'm not used to see, but that I love seeing because I find her very beautiful when a slight pink colors her cheeks.

"Hi..." she whispers as I smile at her. It seems like she doesn't know how to act around me anymore, and I don't want that, I want everything to be fine between us.

"Come closer Stefanie." I say as again, she does as I asked, sighing a little. She contours my desk and lean against it, next to me as I was still sitting in my chair.

I look into her soft hazel eyes that I love so much before I can't resist the urge to take her hand in mine anymore.

"I'm sorry for last night, I went too far, I didn't mean to come off controlling." I state, rubbing the back of her soft hand with my thumb.

"And I'm sorry for... you know, losing my temper." She whispers as I smile wider at her, pulling on her hand so she would sit on my laps. That was a risky thing to do in my unlocked office, but at the moment, that's not what I was thinking about.

"You don't have to apologize baby; I was out of line. I just worry about you. You're my sweet and sexy girlfriend after all." I tease as I manage to get a smile out of her for, I notice that she likes it when I call her my girlfriend.

"I know... but you don't have to, I promise you that I can handle myself just fine, and if ever something happens, you'll be the first to know, okay?" she says while rolling one of my curls around her finger and no, I'm not very okay with this, but what other option do I have? I don't want to keep fighting about this when obviously she made her decision already.

"Okay..." I give in for now; this will come back on the table, but at where we are standing, it's not the time.

"Now kiss me." she says, softly smiling as I smile before cupping her cheek, and bring my lips to hers, felling this passion consume us all over again as the kiss is growing heated and wet, full of tongue and love as Stef put her arms around my neck, deepening the kiss even more, getting a moan out of me before I pushed her a little bit, my hand on her chest where I could feel her heart beating just as fast as mine.